Hi Lyn, What you are feeling is perfectly normal. We all went through it. Unlike heart surgery, we hve had time to do our homework and we have had the final say in having this surgery. If we had walked in and the doctor said, you need this surgery to save your life and I will schedule you for next week, we would not have blinked an eye. You are a very smart person. You just have to listen to your head and not your fear. LOL, get use to it. After surgery you will have to listen to your body and not your head as you retrain yourself to a new and healthy life. Relax, life is waiting and you will be fine.
Pam German