rachelmaine

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 I had a full tummy tuck on 9/28/2011.  They took 4.1 lbs of skin and fat off of my body.  I couldn't believe the amount they cut off of me!  I am still recovering.  I had my drain removed today and still have a week off to recover before going back to work.  It was tough going for a few days, but there are many great days ahead!

Well it's been a little over a month.  I am recovered and feeling much better.  My energy level is better and I'm learning how to eat and make sure I eat what my body needs.  I get confused as what to eat sometimes.  I still need assistance with that part.  My support partner is gone.  He was a recovering alcoholic and turned back to alcohol while I was in the hospital after surgery.  He was gone the day after I got home.  This has made it a harder journey for me.  I am getting better but miss all the help he was giving me.  I am moving forward no matter what. 

Well, the surgery part is over.  Thank Goodness!  I was one of the people that had a very rough time.  I became sick from the Anesthesia and the pain medication.  I thought I was going to die....  But the care I received really helped me.  The nurses were all very good.  The surgeon, on the other hand, I felt was an ass.  Really bad bed side manner times 10.  He discontinued my important anxiety and depression medication and this made everything worse.  There was no need for that.  I'm glad that's behind me and now I'm home and being loved and supported by my wonderful family and friends.  I'm looking forward to what comes next.

Well... it's here... the day before my RNY surgery.  I'm feeling under-the-weather and very worried that I will be sent home tomorrow.  I mostly have a sore throat and feel worn out.  No fever, as of now.  I am hoping that I will be able to get my surgery done.  I took 2 weeks off for this surgery, hoping that will be enough. 
I still cant believe this is happening to me.  Seems surreal.  I am having jitters and questioning all of this.  I know though, that i will go through with it, along as my Surgeon clears me tomorrow.
I want to make sure I take before pictures and maybe pictures every 10 lbs or so.  I also am thinking of doing a scrap book of my experience to bring to the pre-op support groups and of course, for myself. 
I welcome all prayers!

8/17/09

Today I went to see the Nutritionist at the hospital.  Jess is always so helpful in steering me in the right direction.  My weigh-in was 285.8.  That's another loss of 7lbs!  That make 19lbs in all. 
I was nervous about this weigh-in because I've had some tough spots the last 3 weeks.  I had some bouts of binge eating.  Although these were contained to 'healthy foods', it still binging.  I need to get my mindset back in order.  This isn't easy.  It is a change in behavior and is not going to happen overnight.  I have to use my willpower until the rest comes.... and stays!
I have been fortunate to have a good support partner and others that are in agreement with my decision.  I have finally made up my mind to have the RNY procedure.  I want results at a quicker pace.  Amongst other reasons.

Until next time....