raysbaby66
LIVING LIFE AGAIN
i finally met the man of my dreams and i love him very very much he is also overweight he is 500 i think and his bmi is 89 he is also loosing as i am but as you all know its very hard i am so tired of being heavy and sick all the time
i have degenerative disc disease and arthritis and sleep apnea depression and anxiety i just want to be well i know this surgery will give me a tool so at least i can have a fighting chance with my weight everyone tells me oh you can do it on your own i have been heavy since i was a child and they all tell me well you are beautiful why do you want to go and mess your body up like that you can die i tell them i am not going to die from heart disease or stroke or diabetes and so on and really i dont have an issue about being vain so if people look at me and dont like what i look like they dont have to look at me
i am currently 349 and i am walking everyday that my body lets me my husband is having a very hard time with his weight i can only imagine what it feels like to have his weight as i can hardly move sometimes myself but we are very happy and we are both trying to get healthy to live the life we re intended to live and not just exist on the planet