18 hours left

May 17, 2010

that's it...18 hours until I go for surgery.  I am so excited to start this stage of my life.  I cannot begin to describe it.  I am not afraid of the actual surgery or the pain.  I have had 2 c sections and one of them I had with the second twin stuck in the breach position for two hours before they could remove her after they gave me a wild amount of pitocin to restart the contractions, I had 3rd degree burns to 15%of my body, and I dislocated my shoulder then relocated it myself so that I could drive myself to the hospital to have it checked out, so I know pain.  I am not afraid of the pain.  I am a little nervous however about my nutrition.  I feel a little stuck out on a limb with no direction.  I know that they are coming to see me on Wednesday to tell me what to eat and that's great.  But there are people who have struggled with this and I am nervous that I may be one of them.  But if that's all that I have to worry about then no problem.  I'm sure I will be sore, but there will be an end to the pain, so I can live with that:)  I just can't wait!

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