Getting antsy

Aug 18, 2014

 So since I picked a date, I've been so antsy and anxious!! I just want to have to operation right now!! lol It's a month away, which in hindsight is not that far away but to me it seems like months away! I'm can't wait to be smaller and to enjoy life and start a new chapter. I can't wait to see the shock and faces on all the people's faces when they see me. I can't wait to just stick it to those people who talked behind my back and were just a-holes! It will be amazing! I just want it to happen now!! I want to start my optifast and get the surgery done and just begin anew! Oh I just can not wait! I want it now! lol

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