New Year!!

Jan 09, 2011

Wow it has been 6 months since I posted last. I have backslided since then in my weightloss but I am back on track and ready to give it another go. It's funny how my brain works. I guess I figured if I did not post and track my weight then it does not count. I am determined not to get where I was before..I am searching for and finding again the fire in my belly to forge forward, start losing again (which I have over 3 pounds in 2 weeks) and use the wonderful tool of my vsg to work for me again as it did in the beginning. Life happens, old habits creep back in so slowly and silently that you do not even know that they are there until it hits you in the head like a brick..then it's like wow...how easy it is to go back to old ways....a path I want to never go down again. 2010 had some trying times and disappoiments but I have made up my mind that they will not effect me like they would before I had my vsg where I would console myself with food. I am working on letting things that normally would upset me and set me off to letting myself realize I can not control everything and take more things with a  grain of salt..hard to do but working on it!! 2011..I welcome you with open arms and the challenges you will send my way!! I am ready...bring it on!!!

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