Hello, my name is Renee and I am 28 years old.  Since I was about 7 or 8 I have been ...

"pudgy, chubby, plump, broadthick, big-boned, stout, voluptuous, cushy, fat, overweight, heavy, large, grossly overweightobese and morbidly obese"
  

I've been every synonym associated with the word fat.  I've been called every nasty name and teased endlessly by strangers, classmates and the occasional relative.  I've experienced sitting in a chair too small for my big ass, breaking something that couldn't hold the weight of my ass and being so clumbsy to fall on my ass!  I've had enough back-handed compliments to write a book.

No worries though mates, whatever doesn't kill me will make me stronger.  I'm proud to say that living this way hasn't beaten me down, I've managed to find great friends and I have the best family.  I have always thought that I was meant to be a big beautiful woman and it has taken me a long time to get to a place where I thought I would be happier if I lost weight.  I always thought I was doing it for my health and never even entertained the idea it could change my life.

I feel for anyone who has struggled with their weight, I've been there, I'm still there and will forever be fighting my own battle of the buldge.  It's not going to be an easy journey, but I'm hoping to make it fun along the way and figure out why it is I do what I do, you know?

About Me
WA
Location
42.3
BMI
May 09, 2008
Member Since

Friends 19

Latest Blog 8
OMG Time Sure Does Fly By...
Seeing numbers but struggling
1 Month Out
It's been 3 weeks since my surgery
Yikes Stripes!!
Day 5 of my Pre-Op diet
Last night of drunken debauchery
Surgery scheduled June 26, 2008

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