ugh....

Oct 01, 2010

Well I still haven't won the lottery and I still don't have insurance to cover the surgery. The horse I bought coliced and died while I was on vacation and I have lost any once of desire to diet.  He was my reason for wanting to be thin.  That happened in the first part of June and it is now Oct.  I have ridden once since (my daughter's horse).  I continue to gain weight and now I don't even care.  I feel like it is hopeless, like I'm just going to be fat forever.

To put it simple...ugh.  Life is sucking.

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