Sarah C.
Hmm, I never would have guessed it.
Dec 28, 2008
As time goes by and the more weight I continue to lose I am finding out that being "fat" may not be the worst possible thing that could happen to one. I am now finding out that going from "fat" to "healthy" may be worse than staying "fat." Last year at this time I remember being so miserable and wanting g/b so bad that it's all I ever thought about and I literally let it consume my life. In every aspect of my life at this time last year everything revolved around me getting this surgery. I would be on youtube watching everyone elses experiences, I would be here on obesity help getting as much info as possible, I would be talking to all my family about the surgery and be trying to reassure them that I am not going to die. Now I feel like all of my effort to be able to get this surgery was a waste. I am so miserable because all I ever seem to be doing lately is fighting with my mom and two sisters. My mom constantly takes their side and all they do is throw up in my face that I had to have surgery to lose weight. Every time I get into an argument with any of my sisters over anything it always turns into the fact that I "think I'm cool cause I lost some weight" even though we are fighting over not doing dishes or something else stupid. I just cant stand it anymore. My sisters are such bitches! I am so tired of the rude things they say to me and I am sick and tired of my mother taking their side because I am not fatter than them. She actually says to me that I should just leave them alone because I have to imagine how the feel because I used to be much bigger than both of them and now I am smaller than them. I just think that is such bullshit. I am still the same person that I was last year and the year before and the year before. My sisters are just maniplutors. They see that my mom feels sorry for them and they totally use it the their advantage. Like I said before, everytime I get into some argument with them it turns into me being cool cause I lost weight. And they do this because it gets them out of trouble and gets me and my mom into a fight and then they just slip into their rooms to never be seen for the rest of the night. I am really just so fed up with all that crap that comes with losing weight. Everyone hates that I am no longer the funny fat girl.
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About Me
New Lenox, IL
Location
34.0
BMI
Surgery
04/17/2008
Surgery Date
Aug 09, 2007
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