2 years later

Mar 24, 2009

                   Well 2 years have gone by and OMG if I even thought this is how great life could be ...
I am doing really well but this maintaining thing is very hard and I really have to work at it! I allowed my self to gain about 17 pounds past my lowest weight and I felt horrible I felt like I let myself down how could I have done this and then I got tough I turned it around and said stop blaming yourself and talking about it do something I did I went back to the 2nd week I had my surgery and did my proteins every four hours and watch and wrote down what I was putting in my mouth and yeah I got 12 of it back off and I am trying for 10 more REASON for 10 more that will put me at 175 and that is where I want to be for the last week of May 
               Why I am having all this hanging skin cut off!!!! A kind of tummy tuck called a pannilectamy where they remove the hanging skin that is over the pubis area !  I was really suppose to do it next week but I need more time to heal and so i am going to wait til schools out and do it the day we get out so I was told every 10 pounds lost is 2 more inches of skin they can remove and I want it to be removed as much as I can anyways! 
                        Oh yeah I did have to have my gall bladder out in Feb of 09 what pain that was not the surgery but the attacks!!!! OMG that was some kind of pain you just can't explain it was like having a baby and heart burn and constipation all together wow not fun well I am going to post a 2 year photo this weekend ! and I sure do hope everyone is well and what a ride but a good one! I started at 305  and size 26 pants back in 2007 and now 2 years later 185 and size 12 pants! 
                          If you are starting this journey or already in it good luck and I wish you all the luck it is really a great tool as long as we use it well!

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