It's coming together!

Jan 30, 2009

I spoke with Jackie at Dr. Williams office today to make sure she had all of my medical records.  At 1:30 when I called she did not.  Jackie was really nice and double checked her fax machine and fax box, but no medical records from my PCP.  Talking about frustrated! My PCP told me they were going to fax them yesterday afternoon so today I was going to call them to see what the hold up was, but I got extremely busy at work and completely forgot!  Well at 6:00 pm Jackie called and said some medical records came in the mail and she wanted to know if that was the one I was talking about...and it was!!!!  Finally all of my medical records are there!!  My appointment is this coming Wednesday and I am really looking forward to it.  I'm so ready to get this ball rolling.  I can't wait to be healthier and thinner.  There are so many things I want to be able to do.  (As I sit here icing my knee...)  I can't wait to play softball, volleyball & tennis.  I would LOVE to go skiing or snowboarding.  Hiking up a mountain trail. Ahhh the endless possibilities. 

One thing I am really realizing is my relationship with food is not so good.  I have realized (because I think of what I'm not going to be able to do soon) I eat even when I'm not really hungry.  My mind thinks I have to eat because it is time.  Like at 1:15 - my mind said "it's time to eat" but my tummy wasn't really that hungry, but I ate a "normal" sized lunch because it was time.  This must be the head hunger I've heard about.  It is time for me to get serious with my negative food behaviors and get them in check so I can lose this weight with the help of WLS and so that I don't gain it back.  I am not going to risk my future on food!  It is not worth it!!!  I can do this!

Well, that's where I am today...I'll post more soon. 

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