Tomorrow is the day!

Dec 29, 2008

Well here it is, my surgery is tomorrow..All the preparing has lead to now, less than 24 hours..I am freaking out to be quite honest!  I am thinking, what if something goes wrong..I am not ready to leave yet...I know, I know..I need to STOP IT!!  I keep averting my mind back to the reasons I NEED this surgery...I have been on my pre-op diet for 2 weeks, I cheated twice and felt like a loser all over again..BUT NEW YEAR AND A NEW ME!!  I am going to focus on the positive!  THAT is my New Year's resolution, to focus on the positive and when a negative thought enters my mind, I will think 2 positive thoughts to make up for it:)  Thank you to you all for your thoughts and prayers, I will take all I can get!  Thanks for all the help you have all given me, I am SURE I will need LOTS more as I cross over to the losers side!!  Happy New Year Everyone!! 

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