sookietina83
It's 12:18 am here in Katzenbach, Germany. I have just spent the last 2 hours reading other people stories of weight lost. I have to say it makes me want it so much more for myself. I'm more than a bit overwhelmed. I feel like I have yet to become the person I'm meant to be. It's hard for me to write that because to other people I might seem like i have it easy. But I don't I struggle everyday to get up and move. With the up coming surgery I have to but my foot down and figure out who and what my life goals are. I can no longer hide behind food and my weight to shy away from things I have put off because I have a fear of failing and being disappointed by lack of motivation and determination due to my weight. Along with not wanting to fail at anything I have limited my self and my goals to a small box. I have to some how expand that box to see who I real am. I really don't know where to start. But I'm hoping it will come to me soon.
