Here We Go...

Jun 18, 2012

Just about 16 hours to go until my surgery. I'm nervous and excited and somewhat sad. I have to learn to grieve over the loss of my previous food life. It makes me sad to think that I cannot experience food in the same way anymore. Food and I had a very passionate relationship and saying goodbye is painful. 

Just like my divorce two years ago, I knew it was for the best. And yet, my heart ached just as it does now. Tonight will involve some meditation and deep breathing to prepare me for this most awesome of adventures. 

I will find peace in my soul and awaken to my new life feeling whole.

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