sarah rushing

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It will be one year ago on May the 3oth that I went for my first consulat. I was 273 pounds and very depressed  and so unhappy. My youngerst sister was getting married in 2 weeks and I couldn't find anything to wear, so I bought a tent and put glitter on it. LOL!!! Anyway I remember sitting threw everything that day then meeting with the surgeon, and walking away saying... By any means! I never followed threw with anything--- aside from going back for 2nd's. By Oct the 19th I had surgery. I look at May now and I weigh 159 lbs. VS. 273 lbs. I never, ever, thought I would be here today when looking back at yesterday. 114 lbs, say it isn't sooooo!!!! But it is!!!

 So I have never been much for icecream (believe it or not) and all of sudden I want some. What is wrong with me?

 You can reach me on myspace at myspace.com/sarahnealyrushing

I pray God that it will stay gone and it's only because of you I have made it!!!!

5 months out and 94 pounds I pray to never, ever see again!!! It hasn't been a cake walk and I am sure you know what I mean. I need to do my walking again it's been soooooo hard with this weather. I am going threw some strage emotional crap as well. Funny how I saw things and people and my life over all one way and 5 months latter it's not the same. Feelings for things, places, people change not to mention you start to live. I guess thats what I am most greatful for today is feeling like a woman and a human being again. Never again do I want to feel as if I have to settle for ANYYHING OR ANYONE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY EASTER TO YOU --THANK YOU JESUS FOR WHAT YOU DID FOR US ON THIS GOOD FRIDAY OVER 2000 YEARS AGO!

So forget that I am losing my hair--- since surgery I have lost 88 lbs. I am finding that sometimes I am full of strange emotion. I am so grateful I did this. I need to start keeping up with this blog thing better!!!

HAD MY 2 WEEK APP. THIS MORNING AND IM DOWN 20lbs. SO WILL SEE HOW THIS ADVENTURE WILL GO.

SURGERY IS 10/19/2007!!!!!!!!!!

I AM APPROVED!!! I SHOULD HERE SOMETHING IN 10 DAYS! THANKS TO GOD!

 I AM WAITING FOR A SURGERY DATE!!!! I PRAY TO GOD (AND HE IS GOOD!) THAT I GET IT SOON!