Greek Gurl
Wrapped Up.......
Jul 30, 2012
So..... July 2012! I can't believe it's been almost 2 years since I've posted on here..... I look awesome, physically I feel great, but mentally I feel like I'm fighting myself daily.... Now that food is not my vice, I seem to struggle with new "bad" habits, or possible addictions. Everything I do I keep doing it to the EXTREME. For example, I will go overboard shopping and spending my paycheck irresponsibly, or I start drinking alcohol (I hated the taste of alcohol, before surgery) I'm really struggling with getting myself right.... If it's not those things I over-do it with caffeine, to where I have like 2 or 3 energy drinks, or start taking caffeine tablets..... I think it's time I go see someone about this. Even though the surgery has been the best thing I've ever done in my life, my mind keeps playing games with me... Psychologically I'm still a mess.....
