STRIVIN
Ok - here we go. I've been researching WLS for over 4 years. I have been waiting and waiting for the insurance companies to change their mind about covering WLS but it just hasn't happened. After much hesitation, I decided to go through my credit union to finance the surgery. I wasn't hesitant at all about having surgery, I was just hesitant about how much it would cost! I decided I am worth it and whatever it takes to make me happy, I'm going for it.
I am 39 years of age, weigh 368 and 5'4". Compared to all the other people on this site, I am definitely one of the larger individuals. That's ok - I have a large heart and a larger will to survive. I am not looking to be skinny, I want to be extra healthy. Surgery is scheduled in two weeks and I pray I don't screw up the liquid diet. For some reason, I feel at peace and so many of the people on this website have inspired me. A special thanks to my former professor, Lynn. She looks great and she has not been at all shy about answering any of my personal questions.
At this point, all I can do is continue to pray and allow God to take away the spirit of fear that keeps attacking me. I know all will be well and I thank God for giving me this opportunity to really be "born again".
