Been through all my testing and here's my realization...

Feb 02, 2012

So far my triglycerides are 211, my overall cholesterol is just over 200, my Vitamin D is 12, my wbc is slight elevated (not surprised), I have a hiatel hernia (small), GERD and I have sleep apnea.  My knees are hurting more and more and my back hurts more.  All of this and I haven't gained any more weight AT ALL.  It could be partly psychological, sure, but my knees have been hurting for quite a while.  That's NOT IN MY HEAD.  I'm still exercising when I'm not in pain.

This weight is pissing me off now.  My emotions have been really all over the place for the last two weeks.  I've been wondering if I should even do the surgery so I can just emotionally hide behind my weight and now I'm pissed off because I'm tired of hurting, being tired and feeling crappy all the time.  I just want to be healthy and feel good again!! 

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