sutherngrl94
Date is 4/24/12!!
Mar 05, 2012
I am so excited!!! My support system is nervous and excited for me too because they know how much this means to me which is really awesome. I also have a support system at work through my boss and a co-worker. God is truly blessing me through this and I know I will be successful. I have no fears or anxiety about this whatsoever. Some people have a fear of the unknown which is completely understandable. I am simply focusing on the hear and now and doing what I know I need to do for my health. I want to be around for not only myself but for my family and my soon to be born nephew who is arriving in June. I will only be 2 months out of surgery when he arrives but it will be so worth it and I will already be losing weight and already be a healthier aunt for him.Some people are afraid they will die during surgery. Again, God has me in His hands. I don't fear that either. I have a good surgeon and am just not worried about that. I have researched this and have done my homework as well. If my surgeon or the hospital had a poor reputation then I wouldn't be going there.
My only concern, I guess, would be after the surgery and helping my roommate around the house. We have animals and they will need feeding, some medicating, etc. I want to be able to help her with some of that as well and not just rest most of the time although I know I need to do that too.
I will do what the doctors tell me I can and can't do physically as well as what I should and shouldn't eat. This is going to be a life changing adventure and I am keeping my eye on the prize which is a new and healthier me!