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Until today, I jumped up 2 lbs, *sigh... Anyway my totals...

Month 1: - 17.4  

Month 2:  -8.2 (282.2) 

March 25- 278.8, still a 3.4 loss but yesterday I was 276.4 damn it! I think I'm gonna switch my weigh in days to Sundays,  

Take care everyone....  

Month 1: - 17.4

Month 2:  -8.2 (282.2) 

Well I'm not so happy about that but at least it's going down.  I'm starting to get discouraged, but I am down a total of 43 lbs. since I started. Trying to put my happy face on.

1/7- 321

1/14- 311

(1/17- 307, day of surgery)

(1/19- 314, day discharged from hospital)

1/21- 307

1/28-298.8-life is grand

2/4- 299.4

2/11- 293- Yay !!

2/17- 290.4- was hoping to bust the 290's but maybe next week

2/25- 287.6 I'm happy to be out of the 290's :)

3/11- 283.2 (I didn't report last week because my weight was the same, but I'm happy to say I'm down this week!!!! Yay!!)

oh yeah yeah yeah! I was 284 before I became pregnant in 2008, I haven't been this "small" in over 4 years!!!

I guess maybe after this month, I'll start posting my monthly totals.

Running totals:

1/7- 321

1/14- 311

(1/17- 307, day of surgery)

(1/19- 314, day discharged from hospital)

1/21- 307

1/28-298.8-life is grand

2/4- 299.4

2/11- 293- Yay !!

2/17- 290.4- was hoping to bust the 290's but maybe next week

2/25- 287.6 I'm happy to be out of the 290's :)

So, I hit TOM on my 1 month surgiversary. Bleh, :-/ but still down a lil bit back up today. But I'm reporting my mount from yesterday my official month surgiversary! 

Running totals:  

1/7- 321  

1/14- 311

(1/17- 307, day of surgery)  

(1/19- 314, day discharged from hospital)  

1/21- 307

 1/28-298.8-life is grand  

2/4- 299.4  

2/11- 293-Yay !!  

2/17- 290.4- was hoping to bust the 290's but maybe next week...

Well, WLS- in particular Gastric Bypass is not what I expected it to be at all.  I have heard people say many times, you gotta get your head fixed too.  But in no way was I ready for this.  What, you say? Well, my name is Shawnie and I'm addicted to food.This is completely hard.  It is sooo hard to cook separate meals for my family because I find myself grazing and I can't stop. So, today I tried calling around for therapists and I couldn't find a single one whom focuses on eating disorders that wasn't 30 miles away.  Soo, I called the surgeon's office for a referral and am awaiting their phone call now.  I've also heard, "stay off the scale" "don't obsess over the numbers on the scale".  But what do I find myself doing?? Weighing myself everyday and obsessing over the numbers.  From now on, I must stick to weighing myself only on Mondays, this has got to give. 

Buyers remorse has come to haunt me again.  I feel like I'm going to do major harm to myself if I can't get this addiction under control.  I mean its crazy, I've quit alcohol cold turkey, and tobacco (Black N Milds) cold turkey, but absolutely cannot control myself around food and its only been 3 1/2 weeks.  If I can't nip this in the bud, then I am doomed. For my sake, lets hope it is true that the everyone will lose due to the malabsorption.   Please and Thank you Lord.

But anywhoo, my running totals:

Running totals:

1/7- 321

1/14- 311

(1/17- 307, day of surgery)

(1/19- 314, day discharged from hospital)

1/21- 307

1/28-298.8-life is grand

2/4- 299.4

2/11- 293-Yay !! 

Running totals:  

1/7- 321    

1/14- 311   

(314 when I left hospital on 1/19)  

1/21- 307    

1/28-298.8-life is grand  

2/4- 299.4

Running totals:

1/7- 321  

1/14- 311

  (314 when I left hospital on 1/19)

  1/21- 307

  1/28-298.8-life is grand  

Woot!! I know I said I wouldn't post my weigh ins til Monday, but got on the scale today and guess who was 299.4??? Me that's who!!!! all smiles this way! I haven't been under 300 lbs since being pregnant with my daughter in 2008! I didn't know it would come this fast!! Sooo excited!

1/7- 321

1/14- 311

(314 when I left hospital on 1/19)

1/21- 307

I'm going to,start blogging every Monday to report my weights, just to keep me accountable. Yes I know today isn't Monday, lol.