tracibs1
I am a loving mother of two great sons, 15 & 10 years old. I started gaining weight at the age of 11 years old. All through school I was overweight, but I was still an attractive lady. Well after all of life's drama I have allowed myself to swell up to be a whooping freakin' 278
. I am not pleased with myself at all. I am so tired of hearing you are cute but...... If you would just lose your stomach you'll be alright
. Well little did they know is that I have thunder thighs that I absolutely HATE to look at and I would never allow them to be seen unless I AM DEAD. Because of my weight I have always had very low self esteem, and a very bad outlook on life. I don't enjoy pictures of myself or looking at myself. I have lost 60 lbs b4 and gained back every ounce and more because of IBS (Irritated Bowel Syndrome)
. I have hated my life and have allowed people to constantly walk over and mistreat me only because I wanted to be noticed. Not just noticed as the big girl, but noticed as a person (a normal person). I would like to use the RNY as a WLS tool to limit my food intake. I hear so many people say ooh you are taking the easy way out. Nothing about it sounds easy to me. I have to give up BEER
! Now that's preety darn azz hard to me! I can't indulge in food anymore. No more binging because I am depressed or bored. This sounds like the perfect option for me. I've prayed about it and I trust God to do just what he's been asked of me to do and that is to take care of me. I believe there is a better life for me. WELL LET'S GO AND SEE!
