Oh wow, my story? How much you wanna read?

I guess I first started having weight issues when I was 14, going on 15. I guess I wasn't really fat, but thought so anyway. All I knew was I didn't want to start high school fat, when all the older girls were so pretty and thin. I started purging and lost 30 pounds in a month. I was very thin, but never saw that person in me. No matter how much I tried, I always saw myself as fat.

It seems like since then I have been battling with weight issues; getting bigger all the time. Oh, I would lose weight here and there. I would take prescribed diet pills and have great success, only to fail when I got off of them. I hate taking pills and I guess that is why I couldn't stick with it for the rest of my life. When asked what diets I have tried I figure the list would be shorter if asked what diets I haven't tried, LOL.

I have been married twice and divorced twice. Each marriage had its own issues, but neither one was good for me and only served to make matters worse in my life.I do have three children and they have their own issues so that is why I must set a good example for them. I finally found a wonderful man and he is the best. I love him so much and he has been my rock. One day I will marry this man, but need to make myself happy before I can be happy with him.

I could go on and on about my life, but I am  not. I have decided, as I near my 40th bday that I am going to make this MY YEAR. I have focused my entire life on making everyone happy and it is my turn. This is all for me. Selfish, yes, but who cares? This is my life and my happiness and I have to own it and make it so.

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