WeightinToGetOut
I turned 30 yrs old this sept. of 2010. I always heard about the "Mid-Life" crisis but didnt think it would apply to me, well i got it bad. It started happening around the first part of the year, I just started obsessing about my life, work, and appearance. Eventually, I got anxiety and started taking anti-depressants. This did the trick for a few months but the anxiety started creeping back. Finally, I started asking myself the hard questions. What am I afraid of? What is it, that I really want in life? Am I living life? Sad to say I got the answers right away, they weren't what I was looking for being a 30 yr. old, wife and mother. Nooooooooooo! I wasn't truely living, just existing, I'm afraid, of being afraid, and I was, and still am tired of being fat.
So, here I am hoping to start a new chapter of my life that will be exciting, fearless, and limitless. This I believe will begin with me having my gastric bypass surgery sometime here in January or February. I know that losing weight will not solve all of my problems, i'm just tired of it being one of my problems, a major one!
