Winchy
Finally!!!
Jul 03, 2014
I finally have my date... July 23rd couldn't come any faster.. After trying to have this surgery 2 yrs ago, its finally gonna happen for me. All i want is a healthy life. that's all i ever wanted for myself and now this gives me the opportunity to have it. All I can do is put it in gods hands and pray that everything goes good. I am very excited yet very nervous I am as what they called me today a Rookie.. I've never had any type of surgery, I don't know if I have a high tolerance for pain. All I can say is I am very happy and excited this is happening.
Hoping 3rd time is a Charm
Oct 20, 2013
So here I am at it again, Monday Oct 14, 2013 I had my first pre-op appointment all over again.It's a little stressful to have to go through this shit over again, But hey I'm willing to do it if it means a healthier life. My first time trying to have WLS I went all the way and all I had to do was sent all my info and wait for a date. Things didn't work my way due to work and I decided not to go through with it. 2nd time I went to 2 seminars and then couldn't start my per-op process cuz I hadn't received my insurance from my job. When I did get it, It was to late to start the pre-op process,and try to have surgery in the summer. Which is what I'm doing now, I get paid even if I'm not working in the summer so I will be able to not work the summer still get paid and have my surgery. That is the plan. Hope my 3rd time is a charm
Wish me LUCK!!
So it's been over a yr...
Aug 05, 2013
Hi who ever is still out there and reading these blog's ...
So its been over a yr since my last post and unfortunately I never had wls. Of course I'm upset, it has been something I've been looking forward to for over 3 yrs and still nothing. In my last blog I mention the summer job I had as a teacher's aide for a visually impaired school. Good news on that is I got hired to work the school yr and I made a yr there on June 5. I Love this job and honestly I truly do believe that if I didn't take the job and gone ahead with the surgery. I wouldn't be where I am right now when it come to my career. So it's a bitter sweet feeling. I gave up the surgery for the job. Yes my health means everything to me and Yes at times I do regret my decision because it has been hard to try and maintain my weight and to get surgery again but I wouldn't change my decision for the world. I know my day will come. With that being said in October I will be starting all over hopefully 3rd times a charm!!! I am praying to God this goes my way. I really want this . Both my sister got is done, and the sad part is I was the one who started this journey first. My older sister Damaris had the gastric bypass 3 yrs ago and my baby sister Michelle had the sleeve last yr Dec 26. Both successful and they both feel amazing and love the decision they had made. I want that soooo bad. as hard as I have been trying to either lose or maintain. its not enough, no matter how hard I try. So fingers crossed, prayers sent up to the big man upstairs that this happens for me
OMG I Don't Know What To Do..
Jul 15, 2012
What's going on in my mind!!!
May 16, 2012
One thing I have notice is I don't eat much which I know they say we should but what happens when I'm not hungry I eat at least 3 times in a day and my meals are lunch dinner and a late snack( cuz I get really hungry at night and it's because I eat dinner to early like 3:30 or 4) anyway another thing is I don't drink water a lot but its cuz I'm not thirsty, so what does this mean?? Do I have to force myself to eat during the day or drink water if so this is so gonna suck....
Just an Update
Apr 01, 2012
Now it begins!
Mar 10, 2012
FINGERS CROSSED!!!
Seriously!!!
Mar 05, 2012
3rd Weight Management Appointment
Mar 05, 2012
On another I have been going back and forth with what procedure I should get. At first I was all for Gastric Bypass but now I'm really looking into Gastric Sleeve. My reason is because I've been told by some of you guys its a slower weight loss process but it gives you more time to work out and shape/tone your body instead of losing a large amount of weight and then have a lot of excess skin. IDK >>> Well I'll give you guys a updated when I come back from my appointment in a couple of hours....
I Hate You February!!!
Feb 12, 2012