To Connie, I say I'm sorry you didn't get much of a response to your obviously heartfelt post. To Kim, I say (again) thank you for the shining light that you are. To everyone else who is interested in the longevity of our beloved Board I say this: I am supposing because of your silence that many of you are uncomfortable, bothered, upset, disengaged ... whatever you want to call it - and if I'm wrong, that's great, I hope so - but if not, it leaves me with one of two options: (1) I can stay active on the Board and post when I need to, for myself and for anyone else who is interested in what I have to share (which doesn't feel like there's much of that interest these days); or (2) I can remove myself and wish everyone my heartfelt love and best wishes. I don't want anyone upset, but I can't change people - I can only change how I respond to them. So I am asking - in the spirit of the beautiful history we all have shared together for the past five years, in the spirit of the wonderful and caring friendships we have cultivated, to please help me make this decision. Your silence will speak louder than any words - if there is no response to this post, I will take my cue and bow out - but if you have anything to say to me, good, bad or indifferent, please let me know. I can't say it enough: I only have everyone's best interest at heart. Thanks so much. Maureen

Hi Pam, this makes such great sense and I love your approach to how you connect yourself to your healthcare practitioners. Holistic care is something I've been interested in pursuing for quite a while so I can't wait to get your update on how this goes for you! What insurance do you have that covers this? I don't believe mine (BCBS Anthem) does, darnit! Keep us posted, I really can't wait to hear more about this from you. Be safe today, ok? I got to my office this a.m. only to discover the college is closed because of the snow! I guess I'll get a lot of work done in this lovely quiet environment!! Be well, Pam. M.

thank you Kim,
The last time I went to the dietician that my surgeon has I wasn't real thrilled. at that time i wasn't feeling well at all. I did my research so what she was telling me was correct but i need something more.
i went to several health food stores that I pick up supplies and vitamins. I've kinown the owner of one of them for many years and trust what he tells me. Hes highly educated. While he won't make a diagnosis - this tells me how smart he is! becasue he knows he's not a doctor hahaha - he will make suggestions to what he thinks based on his past experiences and knowledge.
His suggestion made sense and along with that he also gave me 3 business cards of different places. He also strongely suggested the one that i choose to go to first.
when I picked my surgeon or my dentist and my general practitioner I go the first time on an interview. when I make the appointment I tell the receptionist that is what I'm looking to do. The receptionist is just as important (to me anyways) as the doctor. If they aren't people friendly or too busy to talk to me when I'm not sick how will them be after? usually when I change doctors its because they've gotten so popular that you can't get in to see them.
Sorry didn't mean to go on and on about the whole Pammy doctor selection process! hahaha
I'll let you know how I make out.
I'm looking forward to going.

What the hell were you thinking???? lol....by not sharing your full story... I never knew you wrote articles. I must say listening to you this eve almost brought me to tears....very inspirational.  Your story "The Lady in the Moon" ,....so amazing, the feeling you projected as you read it, I was glued to your every word. I agree 100% with what was said..."everything is possible" and "life happens"...words too live by. Reenie I am soo proud of you and by just hearing it in your voice I have a new respect for you..I had a good one before but now it grew stronger. The passion and drive as you speek your words... you are genuine. Be proud of yourself I am.