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Ah thanks so much for your post. Isn't it HARD to post how much we weigh? I hate it. But we are in the same boat. We can do this together. It's amazing how faaar off the weight loss surgery "diet" slash lifestyle I am. I am going to post what I bought and what I'm planning.... take a peek at my post. We can do this together. I find that going to the main message boards and the boards where people are just having surgery or are like 3 months out and what they are eating is EXTREMELY inspiring and reminds us of the drastic change we decided to make and what we should be doing. Hang in there!!! ((hugs!))

"Never act until you have answered the question 'What happens if I do nothing?'" - Robert Brault
"Love is borne from soul to soul on the wings of words." - Rudolph Steiner
Elizabeth M
Thanks everyone! She is a handful. She's so funny right now trying to talk. Matt is funny with her too always trying to make her laugh. heh...I always hated getting my picture taken. I was the one always hiding from the camera even when I was thinner. I grew out of it...veeeerrry slowly... but definitely not completely.
Oh I definitely want to see Paulie the wonder bird!!!!
I think I'm holding off on me celebrating me until I get through some of this weight loss that I am needing to get off. I just don't feel much like celebrating since I've gained. But once I manage to get it off...I'll post more pics

I think for me what I get for 5 years is confidence!
I look back at what I was. Now look again today and the difference is amazing.
I also get Strength!
5 years ago I could not walk up the stairs in my little condo without holding onto the railing and pulling myself up the steps. Each and every step my mouth would emit a groan, my knees would send pain though out my body. I would have to stop every 3 steps just to catch my breath. I would plan when and what I would carry with me to go up to my bedroom. Now I do not even think about the steps. I load up my arms and run up them 1/2 the time. My condo has 3 levels the top being my bedroom the middle the living/dining room and the basement is my den with the laundry room. 5 years ago laundy was an all day chore. Now I run up to my room grab the dirty clothes then run down to the den throw the laundry in then run back up to my bedroom to check emails. It doesn't involve anymore thought other than to get the job done.
There is so much more positive that has happened over the past 5 years.
Would I do it again?
Yes.
good luck and god bless,pammy
I would be curiuous as to how the new doctor works for you. I've been wanting to try acupucture for a while now. I've heard so much good about it and how it can help a multipule amount of different things. Its pretty amazing.
Massage too is wonderful! You know I hadnt had a massage in years i was afraided that they would hit my bad spot on my lower back. I'd had a rutured disk maybe years ago (thanks to the ex hubby) and am very profectful of it. but I found if I told them about it they made me so comfortable and were so careful of it. ahhhh I think its time to make anotyher appointment to go again!
take care happy new year!
& would rather stick it out than 2 take something without being 100% sure.
The tooth is painful but i've been using baby abisol too that helps alittle bit.
I wish i'd taken the chance with maybe having to pay the full amount and just had them do the root canal while i was there. but i can't go backwards now. only a few more days til it gets done.
me who is terrified of dentists is actually looking forward to going!
I have taken medicine so long and nothing is has really helped me. I have been going to a massage therapist for several years and she does a deep tissue massage and this has helped my back more than any medicine or exercise ever has. I am trying some thing new. I have been twice to a Chinease Doctor and had accupunture. I feel better and he says he can help me with my weight problem . He says my fat is not normal. He says it is a side effect from some of the medicine I'm taking. He came over here from China and went to school at Emory Universary in Atlanta. He then had to go back to China and work as a doctor for 16 years to pay them back for him coming to school here. He is a Christain and he said as a little boy his Mother would show him a penny . She would point out IN GOD WE TRUST on it and tell him he had to come to America to live, so he could worship God freely. He uses the Bible in his work.
I'm going tomorrow to his office to see a massage therapist that works with him. She is going to do a Lymphatic Drainage Massage. He says this will help get the toxins out of my body and get it to working right again. I have read a lot of information about this and I feel good about doing it. I knew that my fat was different. Even when I was at my fattest I still had nice legs, but now from my knees up they are all red and out of shape. This has just happened in the last few months.
These are some of my New Year Hopes:
1. Be a better Christain
2. Be better to my family.
3. Be better to myself by:
-Taking better care of me!!
-Eating 3 well balanced meals and 2 healthy snacks a day adding up to not over fourteen hundred calories a day.
-Not eating any bad carbs. Nothing white, like white bread, white rice, potatoes, sugar, ect.
-Excercising at least 3 days a week.
-Keep a journal of what I eat and how much I exercise.
These are things I think I can do. I will not try to push myself to do things that are impossible for me! If I do good with these New Hopes, I add on more.
So people I am here again for your support and I know I'll get it. Love y'all, Judy
God has given me this day to use as I will. I can waste it or use it for good. Today is very imporant, because I'm exchaning a day of my life for it.