My first "WOW" moment........yes, yes...you may laugh at me...
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on 6/29/08 12:13 am - The beautiful, US Virgin Islands......, XX
on 6/29/08 12:13 am - The beautiful, US Virgin Islands......, XX
My first "wow" moment came in the form of regret. Yes that's right...I'm a typica man who thought.."aw hell, I'll be fine and i don't need to fill my pain meds, I feel good"...ummm well NO....I'm a wussy... I felt terrible last night and wasnot very happy with my decision of trying to recoup without meds. Sleeping was sporatic at best. tossing, turning, restlessness, and wild dreams...(no not the kind that I like..hehehe), Sooo today i shall march my rearend to the local pharmacy and let them take care of it.
I thought i'd be a little futher along in feeling like a champ, but I guess I expect too much from myself. No biggie...lesson learned. Hopefully I will be posting like I normally do by tomorrow. For now, i'm looking for slumber...sweet slumber....
And yes, i'm drinking like a mad-man, I'm walking around aimlessly...so I'm doing what i should be doing...so before long, i'll be as ornery as normal. i'm gonna try to call Dan in a day or two just to see what's happeneing and if I can make it to one of the Tulsa get togethers!
See you in a while!
T.
Cowboy a strong man knows when it's ok to be weak....right now it's ok. It's ok if you aren't on here posting your *****r anything else until you feel better.....No expectations!! OK. It's more important for you to walk aimlessly through where ever you are as long as it's not into the streets naked or anything....oh and sip, sip and smile that precious smile!!! Get your meds and stay drugged up until you feel better...no one expects more from you. Take care and we are praying!! Sherry
Hey!! I didn't get any pictures with you big guy!! Spend a few days with a man and see what it gets me!!! (my freaking life story!!) ROFLMAO - we'll HAVE to remedy that over the next few weeks. Read my PM so I don't have to air it all out in public big man!!
Such a freakin' WUSSY!! Love ya sweetie....... mwwwahhhh!!
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