Deep thoughts

We all must be deep thinkers today. I posted a new post to my blog too long to post here.
Check it out if you want

Fear is a powerful thing Nicole. It can have you run from the bad as well as the good. You know the difference but do you know what you want? Did you ever know? This thing that you want, do you know how long you want it? Do you know how hard it is to get it and keep it? Or do you want it just for a time and then be done with it? Finished, period, move on to the next experiment?These are questions for all of us. Our heads are littered with unidentifiable crap. Crap that kept us low, kept us fat, kept us mad, kept us worthless, kept us in fear of anything better. We all deserve better, we are all worth it. There's no debating this, we are, we simply are worth it. I want better for you Nicole, for me and for all of us. That is what I want. I want better. I'm not going to forget that "I want better". I know I have that but I need to keep getting more of it. I need to be selfish about it and I won't be satisfied until I'm "fat" with it. I want to be "fat" with better. It's the only "fat" that my psyche ever needed. So change the "fat" in your life, then get as much of it as you can. We can all do this together.

Dennis

hmm to be fat with happiness not such a bad way to be.

Thank you for sharing!  I will definately be responding soon enough :)

thanks pam

Hi Nicole,
I understand where you are coming from & I have the same fears .Sometimes I think how long will I be able to stay like this & keep the weight off. I was jus****ching this show called I LOST IT and they come in your house & go thru your food & pick out all the bad stuff & I just said to my daughter boy they could come here & I having nothing bad in here all good stuff, but I wonder how long can I stay this way. I hope I can do it forever, I am so obsessed that I get weighed every day I know I shouldn't but that is how I stay on track and I measure  myself every day so I make sure I am not gaining weight or inches.
I am almost 2 yrs out & I am hoping that by 3 yrs out I will start to relax & realize that I did this and it will stay off
Susan

thanks susan I am glad you have found what works for you. I need to take a lesson from you and learn to be more accountable daily.

Nicole - those are some deep thoughts. I admit, I have the same fears. Recently since I am pregnant I am being told that I need to eat the carbs and more calories and I tell you I never thought that it would be hard! But then I get scared because I think what happens in January when I don't need the calories and carbs anymore? Will I get the weight off or is it the start down another nasty path? How am I going to be able to re-set my mind and my pouch and get back on track?

*hugs* hope that you find the path that works for you and the best order for the 'boxes'

Liz

Thanks Liz...i have to say that if i were in your situation I would have the same fears. But, there are many women on here who had a baby and then got back to their weight so I am sure they can be a source of support and direction and you know we are here for ya

Nicole,

You are a smart lady you will figure it out!  I think we all struggle with our demons every day.  At least I do.  We are all here for you, you are not alone.

Hugs,

Kate