artistev’s Posts
Im a HUGE admirer of " delicate " which as a massive tall muscular man sized athlete ive never been ..so a sub story lets use it the jealousy the admiration the envy ... all among wimmen n teens.
Also there R a TON of guyz jes like us out there ... lets tell their story too.
All my dreams hav literally come true ... I look camera- worthy and most importantly my colleagues ( or dream colleagues being real) have this idea that Im a fantastic actress after all Ive suffered I guess . 
Im not going 2 complain jes go with whats offered ... The series I proposed HAS BEEN PICKED UP !!! 
Now tot seriously Im gonna want some heftier ladiez n gents to round out this great cast . SAG Union opportunity .
Refuse 2 deal w angry MFs of ANY stripe - werk , make munny b happy ...
So I ate like a pretty much whole Armenian string cheese . In the middle of th early mornin scarfin ... yep Im there .
Th difference is ... I hav super great Dominican food in my refrigerator... its crazy snowing out and Im warm clean n prepared..
Have 2 find great apartment mates... do my paperwork seemingly endless job .
Given the essential ingredient of fat free ricotta or fat free farmers cheese ( both freeze well so if I ever find any I clean off the grocery store shelf) I can make a heckuva fat free sugar free pumpkin cheesecake.
One slice is still calorie dense n filling enough to eat as a meal and it does keep fresh for months in the freezer /defrost microwave.
Crust is either lowfat graham cracker crumbs or ginger snaps mixed w butter buds n ho****er patted into a ring mold or pie plate - I prefer to bake it jes a bit before pouring on the egg beaters , organic vanilla and milky, cheesy goodness .
Then... the lightening homegrown pumpkin layer mixed w spices ,egg beaters n butter budz n ff half n half .
Bake it lo n slo like forever...cool ... that super lite homemade cranberry sauce sounds great n Thanksgivingy w it :)
My Mum would LOVE those gorgeous earrings as a present .
Mel ! Can U make them in pink... peach... gold n green graduated ? Im sure theyre super lite but she doesnt like long ones jes under an inch very special ones .
Would luv 2 buy something handmade for her from talented U !
Please kindly send m Ur price w shipping . ty Eva
Its raining but soft n romantic . Im going 4 a long ( hopefully ) walk around Central Park- probably jes th top lake water reservoir.
If U guyz ever came here Id treat U 2 the long sweet carriage horse ride Ive always wanted .... NYC is TH most beautiful place in rain ... in snow and in daffodil n cherry blossom spring .
So lovely ! Also,... pretty much th best food outside of Long Island lol!
Well being originally from ( thrifty) Communist Hungary where pretty much everything has been organically grown for 10,000 years ( including meat) -
I just stuff and roast a little but delicious free range organic chicken .
The skin gets extra crispy from so called non heart attack inducing half boar half pig " Malanyica" bacon ... and I roast baby vegetables alongside her
. Fresh gravy is made from the separated juices and roux n ff half n half .
Fat free ( but Ud never know it ) homegrown green bean casserole w buttery creamy trumpet or morel mushroom sauce and fresh fruit very low or no sugar strudels of various kinds usually popyseed/ morello cherry and apricot/ pecan .
Coffee n tea aftrwards w ff whipped cream n liquors like Frangelico :)
N a LONG walk !
If we have guests I might bake a clove studded apricot glazed Polish Krakus ham - but thats usually too much leftovers - better to have it on my birthday or at Christmas !
Ate like a champ yesterday n today - lots of fresh mozarella cheese , olive bread and hard cider . Also half a large sized payday bar .
Hi Menuers ! Hav big plans today ... bath laundry doctors ... kinda like those Jersey Shore morons who swore by gym tan laundry lol...
b- ff half n half diet snapple
dinner last nite - over a cup of roasted corn
Really want 2 eat some pasta or ff cheesy scrambled egg beaters jes don hav any ...
What R Ur plans/ menus ? Id really like 2 go for another short Central Park walk. However its 22 degrees out . Might modify my ambitions 2 walkin 2 an back from th grocery store ...
Nothin 2 eat today or yesterday but could keep diet snapple down ( sorta) did a bunch of middle of th nite pukin too. Laundry n bath time then calling 911.
Craving beans of all things - n hav both roasted corn n black bean salads in th fridge. Suppose it cant hurt 2 try a spoonful ... nor order more ff milk n toilet paper from Amazon .
Sounds yum!
'Rents n I are having a late Thanksgiving ( organic roasted chestnut n fresh homegrown herb n baby leek stuffed small chicken when I fly 2 Florida - its also my birthday and after setting up th full sized pre lit Christmas tree ( Mum and I hav boxes full of German glass ornaments 2 add )
Im receiving a present !!! Theres this amazing designer store in the mall ... luxe hippie clothes. Last year Mum bought me a 2 piece silk slip lined cut silk velvet transparent gorgeous bright navy dress on sale ... Id love something patterned now. Mebbe a beautiful silk top 2 wear w jeans:)
Dad even agreed 2 go shopping w us too ( no doubt hell faint from sticker shock ) but we told him we wanted a mans opinion :)
Mebbe being an ocean away has helped .. or maybe hes finally ( in his mid nineties !) matured but I suddenly dont feel sideeyed by him . Hes always looked at me and treated m with totally inexplicable furiousness hatred even and a total lack of generosity.
Yet when I told him my utter fear of being examined ( and sentenced ) in th hospital he understood and said there were things wrong w him too and yet hes still here.
I wish I had more courage to go put my head in the noose. I also very much wish I could eat more than ff milk wout getting really really sick.
Root canals r jes temporary fixes not forever things . But they are good 4 a couple of years ... dont worry.
Throw a crown on that tooth in 2 yrs and Ull b good 2 go ( the issue is no blood circulation equals a dead n fragile tooth which WILL eventually start breaking but dont worry about that now tho )
Yes one of my endless stoopid NYC jobs ( it costs a LOT 2 survive here) was managing a great pioneering inplant dentists office in Rockefeller Center NYC .
My experience makes m the worst dental patient lol... like a doctor ! Dont even TRY to suggest pulling a tooth or anything remotely invasive 2 m!
Gosh I wish I worked where U work ... every week its another amazing menu !
Im jes so incredibly pleased to C longtime friendz healthy , happy and ( hopefully) posting here regularly again. Luv hearing from U !
- managed 2 eat real food yesterday so hav hope not so sick as I fear
- Mums gonna "walk" m 2 the emergency room of the best hospital in NYC after I hav a thorough bath n pack a bag
- car can stay parked till tomorrow n Monday or mebbe I can find a Tues... Thurs space even better.
- trying 2 drink fresh fruit juice ( pomegranate/ cherry) and swallow all vites in preparation
turns out hospital cn park car f free long as im there .
b- 5 dried mango slices , candied ginger ff milk
also realized why I cant eat fat - Ive had diarrhea for three days n nites straight jes from eating lowfat cheese ( admittedly a lot of it 
)
My malapsortion still werks amazingly after all these years ... but I hav 2 take it easy on my digestive system . Yesterday I ate ribs n plaintains ... no wonder im livin on th toilet lol... 
My pre-boyfriend says my home (our prospective home) sounds wonderful ... but he wont tell m anything about him ... of course he has kidz of course he had a wife before m....
mysteries dont work.:. at least w m. Im a respectable n potentially loving woman but honesty means everything . Think Im giving up on him.
Holy cow ... SO happy 2 C U !
I cant help askin..does duffman mean U like big butts ? Nuthin wrong w that everyone has their sexual preferences.
For m its a tall Asian super successful kinda guy
.A yacht owner .. ya know ? I jes want 2 relax n tan in my teenie weenie mini bikini on the front deck ... and make luv all nite n day ( stoopid but I believe in loving my hubs )
Allright Im gonna tell my true friendz whats haunting my mind . Im terrified I hav incurable pancreatic cancer . I throw up all the time .
I need to get an MRI but Im SO scared 
Also Ive been talkin w a super hott tall Asian dude.. who swears hes loyal , faithful n into a forever marriage. I invited him onto the cruise ship ( sleeping on a cot of course)
Hes tot into it he says. 
Wouldnt eat those "specialties" either lol!
But I do grow a bunch of Asian veggies- theyre super productive far more than European ones-and U can buy big seed packets in h mart! Almost zero pests here either...
perpetual scallions , baby leeks n oriental eggplants (& yard long sweet green beans ) r myspecialties... also many different types of potatoes from South America including sweet potatoes n yams ( probably African in origin ) n of course heirloom tomatoes.. basils n herbs.
I also grow baby vegetables ( yes theyre totally different seeds ) like tiny patty pan squash and finger sized sweet lil zucchinis.
All super healthy! U jes feel so great scarfin down homegrown fresh picked food ... 
and eat a lot less becuz they contain so many more satisfying vitamins.
Finally wakin up , having furniture delivered..basking in th sun ...
b-ff milk challah bread roll
l- seafood salad , shrimp salad a croissant n pickles
d-stuffed grape leaves, milk
exercise- gonna walk in Central Park
Had another one of "those " tuff financial convos w Dad .
Were ( theoretically ) in agreement that when w meet in Florida I and tax professionals will help guide him into paying much less 2 th tax man ... and my apartment rent and a small food/gas / insurance allowance and a $500 per month credit card allowance will b paid 2 my Mum ... so she can buy her own coffee n lil jewelry and new clothes she likes in the mall .
Important thing is for everyone 2 feel safe secure and taken care of . He even agreed ( theoretically ) 2 meet w an atty to finalize thangs .
All of a sudden Im hungry ! 
Have salads ff milk n so forth ... even fresh salsa n challah bread ...
Its SO interesting how we all choose 2 eat so differently post surgery ...
The rainbow titanium pendant is super pretty Mel!
Glad Mum calmed down enuf to decorate .
My Mum is sick n Dad wont pick up th phone.
b- almost a whole peppered Armenian string cheese
l- almond "silk" fake milk n a few stuffed grape leaves
hav no way 2 warm up food n no keys 2 enter building
. Am super excited about cruise ship job ... and pissed at Dad for traveling around Hungary bragging 2 relatives while leaving his loving only child sleepin her car 4 2 months .
I tell him hes cruel n crazy n its like talkin 2 a wall ...
Huge coincidence I got a great job offer ! Not much munny but its on a cruise ship so tot fun! 
Morning ~ teach a water aerobics class w great music ..
midday teach ballroom dancing
again later another ballroom dancing class
then Zumba!
i can tell Im gonna b SO TIRED! And Im supposed 2 partner(jes dance in their "clubs") w the single ol men at nite ..:
Eatings clearly not on th menu ... but shoot .. that hott lil body is tot worth it .
I cant believe how my body n skin springs back ... despite all th insults Ive done 2 her over th years .
Shes a pretty lil creature ... and Im ridiculously lucky 2 wear her .
I am drinking ff milk n eatin vitamins so clearly not starving.
Feeling like a really boring useless person .
Finally moved in ... and literally slept 4 three days straight .
Now I know what this " adventuring " took out of m .
No furniture as yet ... food is sketchy too . Have so much of it but can barely get anything down - weird. I detest cold food so thats probably (hopefully ) th reason.
Apartment looks lite n brite n gorgeous - hints of cobalt green on living room walls - cobalt violet n rose madder in my bedroom and BRIGHT cobalt blue w ultra pure white gloss trim n ceilings in the hall n gloss white in the bathrooms . Renters will have white n off white in their studios .
Already moved in th orchids :)
Im very excited about learning from my DA UA and BDA meetings tomorrow ! Theres a TON 2 learn and experience jes walkin thru it .
Yep ... part of m is terrified ... im so unused 2 standing up 4 myself ... I was raised 2 b a " good grrl " - helpful , sweet accommodating to everyone else and poor as a churchmouse .. self sacrificing even .
Gosh Im mad I swallowed this total nonsense!! 
Honestly jes 2 give myself a fair chance .. I grew up in a misogynistic tot financially unfair CULT ! n now gotta break ALL th rules 2 get fair treatment.
Im ok w eating a super long time ago . Honestly my sexy lil muscular tummy thang means more .,,,
jes photograph m so I can go eat!!! lol
Wow in amazed this is my life ... shoot i think it could happen 4 a lot of us ... lil ol hotties posing n gettin paid !
Go****s great 2 C U Grrrl!!
Its been way too long !
Ajj ... well looks like were mostly happy and supportive of each other except when were not.
Tot luv hearing from my sweet adorable guys n grrlz !! 
Yeah I suppose its a mixed bag but ALWAYS interesting . The coolest peeple post on here 
I read em EVERY time and often im totally surprised !
I dont give a hoot about carbs( theyre necessary)
but I very much care regarding th fat content
Cant/wont feel sick becuz of something I ate ... refuse 2 overburden my digestive system n pancreas.
Picking up keys today !
Cleanin out car ... hanging clothes in closets - sleeping on ( well I hope at least ) a blow up bed w Christmas tree flannel sheets 
after an hours long bath 
. Oh yeah tot maxin n relaxin !
food - so far nonexistent but its early ... and frankly I LIKE 2 wear belly baring trendy thangs like the supermodel I am ! 
its fun being delusional lol - guess thats why so many peeple do it 
Theres a fantastic ( and reasonably priced) Spanish food buffet around the corner from th new apartment ...so I expect l and d will come from there . Wonderful soups .
I go up n down in terms of happiness - no Im not bipolar its jes life ... sometimes its super challenging some days U see an amazing exhibit or concert and jes Kvell .. 
...
appreciate Ur amazing luck that U arrived here
Today was a challenging day . Ate pretty much nuthing until dinner - then had a quarter of a hot ham n cheese sammie .
Cheesecake is beckoning ..
I DO feel extremely lucky 2 b ridiculously healthy 14 years post RNY .
Had " The Talk" ( what R my inheritance prospects and why am I being treated like **** financially while the tax man gets everything out of ignorance and zero caring about my suffering ) ... no answers but yeah Im being HEARD . 
GOOD 4 M !!! finally !!!
Flickers? Are those th grey birds w white spots under their wings ?
I was admiring the bird activity in Long Island today ... blue jays, red cardinals .. they all seem happy scarfing down tiny crabapples and other berries ... black and super sweet yellow fall raspberries.
Then they hide in the bushes where Im assuming they have nests :)
