artistev’s Posts
Lots of fat free milk products , cilantro, salsa and big beans in tomato sauce .
Also delicious Dominican soup thick with fresh veggies ... already ate a cupful !
Amazing bath with Whole Foods Organic Lavender bubble baths ... you come out ( after scrubbing Ur back n between Ur toes ) jes feeling like heaven on a plate !
Im a HUGE admirer of " delicate " which as a massive tall muscular man sized athlete ive never been ..so a sub story lets use it the jealousy the admiration the envy ... all among wimmen n teens.
Also there R a TON of guyz jes like us out there ... lets tell their story too.
All my dreams hav literally come true ... I look camera- worthy and most importantly my colleagues ( or dream colleagues being real) have this idea that Im a fantastic actress after all Ive suffered I guess . 
Im not going 2 complain jes go with whats offered ... The series I proposed HAS BEEN PICKED UP !!! 
Now tot seriously Im gonna want some heftier ladiez n gents to round out this great cast . SAG Union opportunity .
Refuse 2 deal w angry MFs of ANY stripe - werk , make munny b happy ...
So I ate like a pretty much whole Armenian string cheese . In the middle of th early mornin scarfin ... yep Im there .
Th difference is ... I hav super great Dominican food in my refrigerator... its crazy snowing out and Im warm clean n prepared..
Have 2 find great apartment mates... do my paperwork seemingly endless job .
Given the essential ingredient of fat free ricotta or fat free farmers cheese ( both freeze well so if I ever find any I clean off the grocery store shelf) I can make a heckuva fat free sugar free pumpkin cheesecake.
One slice is still calorie dense n filling enough to eat as a meal and it does keep fresh for months in the freezer /defrost microwave.
Crust is either lowfat graham cracker crumbs or ginger snaps mixed w butter buds n ho****er patted into a ring mold or pie plate - I prefer to bake it jes a bit before pouring on the egg beaters , organic vanilla and milky, cheesy goodness .
Then... the lightening homegrown pumpkin layer mixed w spices ,egg beaters n butter budz n ff half n half .
Bake it lo n slo like forever...cool ... that super lite homemade cranberry sauce sounds great n Thanksgivingy w it :)
My Mum would LOVE those gorgeous earrings as a present .
Mel ! Can U make them in pink... peach... gold n green graduated ? Im sure theyre super lite but she doesnt like long ones jes under an inch very special ones .
Would luv 2 buy something handmade for her from talented U !
Please kindly send m Ur price w shipping . ty Eva
Its raining but soft n romantic . Im going 4 a long ( hopefully ) walk around Central Park- probably jes th top lake water reservoir.
If U guyz ever came here Id treat U 2 the long sweet carriage horse ride Ive always wanted .... NYC is TH most beautiful place in rain ... in snow and in daffodil n cherry blossom spring .
So lovely ! Also,... pretty much th best food outside of Long Island lol!
Well being originally from ( thrifty) Communist Hungary where pretty much everything has been organically grown for 10,000 years ( including meat) -
I just stuff and roast a little but delicious free range organic chicken .
The skin gets extra crispy from so called non heart attack inducing half boar half pig " Malanyica" bacon ... and I roast baby vegetables alongside her
. Fresh gravy is made from the separated juices and roux n ff half n half .
Fat free ( but Ud never know it ) homegrown green bean casserole w buttery creamy trumpet or morel mushroom sauce and fresh fruit very low or no sugar strudels of various kinds usually popyseed/ morello cherry and apricot/ pecan .
Coffee n tea aftrwards w ff whipped cream n liquors like Frangelico :)
N a LONG walk !
If we have guests I might bake a clove studded apricot glazed Polish Krakus ham - but thats usually too much leftovers - better to have it on my birthday or at Christmas !
Ate like a champ yesterday n today - lots of fresh mozarella cheese , olive bread and hard cider . Also half a large sized payday bar .
Hi Menuers ! Hav big plans today ... bath laundry doctors ... kinda like those Jersey Shore morons who swore by gym tan laundry lol...
b- ff half n half diet snapple
dinner last nite - over a cup of roasted corn
Really want 2 eat some pasta or ff cheesy scrambled egg beaters jes don hav any ...
What R Ur plans/ menus ? Id really like 2 go for another short Central Park walk. However its 22 degrees out . Might modify my ambitions 2 walkin 2 an back from th grocery store ...
Nothin 2 eat today or yesterday but could keep diet snapple down ( sorta) did a bunch of middle of th nite pukin too. Laundry n bath time then calling 911.
Craving beans of all things - n hav both roasted corn n black bean salads in th fridge. Suppose it cant hurt 2 try a spoonful ... nor order more ff milk n toilet paper from Amazon .
Sounds yum!
'Rents n I are having a late Thanksgiving ( organic roasted chestnut n fresh homegrown herb n baby leek stuffed small chicken when I fly 2 Florida - its also my birthday and after setting up th full sized pre lit Christmas tree ( Mum and I hav boxes full of German glass ornaments 2 add )
Im receiving a present !!! Theres this amazing designer store in the mall ... luxe hippie clothes. Last year Mum bought me a 2 piece silk slip lined cut silk velvet transparent gorgeous bright navy dress on sale ... Id love something patterned now. Mebbe a beautiful silk top 2 wear w jeans:)
Dad even agreed 2 go shopping w us too ( no doubt hell faint from sticker shock ) but we told him we wanted a mans opinion :)
Mebbe being an ocean away has helped .. or maybe hes finally ( in his mid nineties !) matured but I suddenly dont feel sideeyed by him . Hes always looked at me and treated m with totally inexplicable furiousness hatred even and a total lack of generosity.
Yet when I told him my utter fear of being examined ( and sentenced ) in th hospital he understood and said there were things wrong w him too and yet hes still here.
I wish I had more courage to go put my head in the noose. I also very much wish I could eat more than ff milk wout getting really really sick.
Root canals r jes temporary fixes not forever things . But they are good 4 a couple of years ... dont worry.
Throw a crown on that tooth in 2 yrs and Ull b good 2 go ( the issue is no blood circulation equals a dead n fragile tooth which WILL eventually start breaking but dont worry about that now tho )
Yes one of my endless stoopid NYC jobs ( it costs a LOT 2 survive here) was managing a great pioneering inplant dentists office in Rockefeller Center NYC .
My experience makes m the worst dental patient lol... like a doctor ! Dont even TRY to suggest pulling a tooth or anything remotely invasive 2 m!
Gosh I wish I worked where U work ... every week its another amazing menu !
Im jes so incredibly pleased to C longtime friendz healthy , happy and ( hopefully) posting here regularly again. Luv hearing from U !
- managed 2 eat real food yesterday so hav hope not so sick as I fear
- Mums gonna "walk" m 2 the emergency room of the best hospital in NYC after I hav a thorough bath n pack a bag
- car can stay parked till tomorrow n Monday or mebbe I can find a Tues... Thurs space even better.
- trying 2 drink fresh fruit juice ( pomegranate/ cherry) and swallow all vites in preparation
turns out hospital cn park car f free long as im there .
b- 5 dried mango slices , candied ginger ff milk
also realized why I cant eat fat - Ive had diarrhea for three days n nites straight jes from eating lowfat cheese ( admittedly a lot of it 
)
My malapsortion still werks amazingly after all these years ... but I hav 2 take it easy on my digestive system . Yesterday I ate ribs n plaintains ... no wonder im livin on th toilet lol... 
My pre-boyfriend says my home (our prospective home) sounds wonderful ... but he wont tell m anything about him ... of course he has kidz of course he had a wife before m....
mysteries dont work.:. at least w m. Im a respectable n potentially loving woman but honesty means everything . Think Im giving up on him.
Holy cow ... SO happy 2 C U !
I cant help askin..does duffman mean U like big butts ? Nuthin wrong w that everyone has their sexual preferences.
For m its a tall Asian super successful kinda guy
.A yacht owner .. ya know ? I jes want 2 relax n tan in my teenie weenie mini bikini on the front deck ... and make luv all nite n day ( stoopid but I believe in loving my hubs )
Allright Im gonna tell my true friendz whats haunting my mind . Im terrified I hav incurable pancreatic cancer . I throw up all the time .
I need to get an MRI but Im SO scared 
Also Ive been talkin w a super hott tall Asian dude.. who swears hes loyal , faithful n into a forever marriage. I invited him onto the cruise ship ( sleeping on a cot of course)
Hes tot into it he says. 
Wouldnt eat those "specialties" either lol!
But I do grow a bunch of Asian veggies- theyre super productive far more than European ones-and U can buy big seed packets in h mart! Almost zero pests here either...
perpetual scallions , baby leeks n oriental eggplants (& yard long sweet green beans ) r myspecialties... also many different types of potatoes from South America including sweet potatoes n yams ( probably African in origin ) n of course heirloom tomatoes.. basils n herbs.
I also grow baby vegetables ( yes theyre totally different seeds ) like tiny patty pan squash and finger sized sweet lil zucchinis.
All super healthy! U jes feel so great scarfin down homegrown fresh picked food ... 
and eat a lot less becuz they contain so many more satisfying vitamins.
Finally wakin up , having furniture delivered..basking in th sun ...
b-ff milk challah bread roll
l- seafood salad , shrimp salad a croissant n pickles
d-stuffed grape leaves, milk
exercise- gonna walk in Central Park
Had another one of "those " tuff financial convos w Dad .
Were ( theoretically ) in agreement that when w meet in Florida I and tax professionals will help guide him into paying much less 2 th tax man ... and my apartment rent and a small food/gas / insurance allowance and a $500 per month credit card allowance will b paid 2 my Mum ... so she can buy her own coffee n lil jewelry and new clothes she likes in the mall .
Important thing is for everyone 2 feel safe secure and taken care of . He even agreed ( theoretically ) 2 meet w an atty to finalize thangs .
All of a sudden Im hungry ! 
Have salads ff milk n so forth ... even fresh salsa n challah bread ...
Its SO interesting how we all choose 2 eat so differently post surgery ...
The rainbow titanium pendant is super pretty Mel!
Glad Mum calmed down enuf to decorate .
My Mum is sick n Dad wont pick up th phone.
b- almost a whole peppered Armenian string cheese
l- almond "silk" fake milk n a few stuffed grape leaves
hav no way 2 warm up food n no keys 2 enter building
. Am super excited about cruise ship job ... and pissed at Dad for traveling around Hungary bragging 2 relatives while leaving his loving only child sleepin her car 4 2 months .
I tell him hes cruel n crazy n its like talkin 2 a wall ...
Huge coincidence I got a great job offer ! Not much munny but its on a cruise ship so tot fun! 
Morning ~ teach a water aerobics class w great music ..
midday teach ballroom dancing
again later another ballroom dancing class
then Zumba!
i can tell Im gonna b SO TIRED! And Im supposed 2 partner(jes dance in their "clubs") w the single ol men at nite ..:
Eatings clearly not on th menu ... but shoot .. that hott lil body is tot worth it .
I cant believe how my body n skin springs back ... despite all th insults Ive done 2 her over th years .
Shes a pretty lil creature ... and Im ridiculously lucky 2 wear her .
I am drinking ff milk n eatin vitamins so clearly not starving.
Feeling like a really boring useless person .
Finally moved in ... and literally slept 4 three days straight .
Now I know what this " adventuring " took out of m .
No furniture as yet ... food is sketchy too . Have so much of it but can barely get anything down - weird. I detest cold food so thats probably (hopefully ) th reason.
Apartment looks lite n brite n gorgeous - hints of cobalt green on living room walls - cobalt violet n rose madder in my bedroom and BRIGHT cobalt blue w ultra pure white gloss trim n ceilings in the hall n gloss white in the bathrooms . Renters will have white n off white in their studios .
Already moved in th orchids :)
Im very excited about learning from my DA UA and BDA meetings tomorrow ! Theres a TON 2 learn and experience jes walkin thru it .
Yep ... part of m is terrified ... im so unused 2 standing up 4 myself ... I was raised 2 b a " good grrl " - helpful , sweet accommodating to everyone else and poor as a churchmouse .. self sacrificing even .
Gosh Im mad I swallowed this total nonsense!! 
Honestly jes 2 give myself a fair chance .. I grew up in a misogynistic tot financially unfair CULT ! n now gotta break ALL th rules 2 get fair treatment.
Im ok w eating a super long time ago . Honestly my sexy lil muscular tummy thang means more .,,,
jes photograph m so I can go eat!!! lol
Wow in amazed this is my life ... shoot i think it could happen 4 a lot of us ... lil ol hotties posing n gettin paid !
Go****s great 2 C U Grrrl!!
Its been way too long !
Ajj ... well looks like were mostly happy and supportive of each other except when were not.
Tot luv hearing from my sweet adorable guys n grrlz !! 
Yeah I suppose its a mixed bag but ALWAYS interesting . The coolest peeple post on here 
I read em EVERY time and often im totally surprised !
I dont give a hoot about carbs( theyre necessary)
but I very much care regarding th fat content
Cant/wont feel sick becuz of something I ate ... refuse 2 overburden my digestive system n pancreas.
Picking up keys today !
Cleanin out car ... hanging clothes in closets - sleeping on ( well I hope at least ) a blow up bed w Christmas tree flannel sheets 
after an hours long bath 
. Oh yeah tot maxin n relaxin !
food - so far nonexistent but its early ... and frankly I LIKE 2 wear belly baring trendy thangs like the supermodel I am ! 
its fun being delusional lol - guess thats why so many peeple do it 
Theres a fantastic ( and reasonably priced) Spanish food buffet around the corner from th new apartment ...so I expect l and d will come from there . Wonderful soups .
