I wrote this poem titled MY DREAM.



I have a blessed plan to bring my life back as we stand, praying to God hand in hand.

I will again swim, run and sing without hiding behind my dream.

I can't fit there. I cant fit anywhere. It has become my way of life. Compare me to someone somewhere.

People that dont understand, they laugh, not realizing this pain I have. Deep into my heart they stab.

I look out at the ocean within my dreams as if my life is entangled in strings. One day again, I will scream "my dream! My dream! Is now alive!" My heart's in a sling as I survive.

It will be a joy, a child on Christmas recieving a toy...this tool to employ.

As time brings mircales and health to my body, strength so Godly. So much joy as I am trodding through a rotting past that now shall gleam. All because I have this dream.

Holy cow! That is awesome! Great job! I cant wait!

I was wondering if anyone knows of any apps that are good workouts? OR a good workout video? Like at walmart or wherever.

oh yeah! I am getting a filter in too! I was all nervous until I met with the doctor whos putting it in. He showed me a video on a computer about where the thing goes into your viens and all. Theres nothing to it...a piece of cake. Or should I say a piece of sugar free pudding. haha dumb joke. Well Good luck!

I just have to tell you, I absolutly LOVE your cute little puppy pic! What a cutie pie! I love animals!

Oh WOW! How exciting! Good luck and God bless!

OMG! Good luck! I will pray for you! That is so exciting!

thank you all for your nice comments! I wont let it bother me. I am going to be that size 12 if she likes it or not! Good luck to you all on your WLS journeys.

LOve Priscilla

My neighber is so rude! I wear a size 30. My goal is a size 12. She just recently lost weight and wears a 14, so she says she can promise I wont ever wear a size 12. I think she is jealous. Gosh she is so rude! It makes me feel bad. I asked the dietition today and she said it is possible if I follow everything like I am supposed to. UGH some people.

panama city beach

OMG! I totally understand! Everything is becoming more real and SO exciting! I have never anticipated something as much as this surgery. I am completely nervous, excited, scared, happy...all of that. Good luck! I will say a prayer for you right now.

God, Please help her to have a perfect surgery with no complications. Please be the doctors hands and minds and help them to do a perfect surgery, Lord. Please help her to keep the weight off and to be very determined. AMEN

I weigh 374 pounds. I have this problem with my hands. Doea anyone else have or had this problem? WHERE DO I PUT THEM? If Im sitting in a chair I cant comfortably rest them on my legs cause they slide off, Im so big.I have to hook my thumb into the top of my pants or in a car I put them into the seat belt that goes around my lap. If I stand up in church my stomach goes over top of the seat in front of me! And I try to gold my hands behind my back and they wont stay. This sounds so stupid. Has anyone else had these problems? My surgery's at end of January. I CANT WAIT!