Friday - WLS EXPRESS

Oh Alissa, I am so sorry.. I do hope that everything works out and that they can figure out how his medication needs to be. I will keep you two in my prayers and just know that we are here if you need us. I just hate this.. I know it has to be very hard on you. Love and hugs going out to you!

Alissa, you and Chris are in my prayers.  You are a great mom and doing the right thing for him, no matter how hard it is for you.

Oh ALISSA, Sweetie, I'm so sorry to hear about Chris. I am sending up prayers and his and your behalf and I will continue to do so. You are such a good Mom; you always put Chris' needs above your own, and I know he will come through this trying time. I'm just so darned sorry you have to go through it. Please know that I am sending emotional hugs to both of you. Take care sweetie.

Alissa....Big hugs to you and Chris.  I will be praying for you today and every day.  My heart breaks knowing he is not doing any better.  I pray this will bewhat he  needs and he will be able to come home soon.  I also pray for you, your strength and your ability to do what must be done for your child.  Big hugs...

Thanks everyone. The ER doc, who of course doesn't know my son, felt that he didn't meet the criteria for inpatient treatment. Rather he reccomended a partial hospitalization program, which is what I tried to get him into but the insurance decided he could go with an lesser program, which is where he is now. The place he is at offers the partial program, but insurance has said no. They'll resubmit today I guess and see if it gets approved given this new information. I don't know.  So, we ate lunch and took him to the program and then came back home and took a nap. I feel physically sick today but I am sure its from the stress. I did manage to get a nap in and now we're going to get Chris, head to the cemetary if he still wants to go see his dad's grave (he died 6 years ago today), and then up to Keller for the evening with Bryan.  We'll be at the breakfast, as far as I know. The doctor was at the program when I dropped Chris off and he saw him right away and we waited and he is upping one of his meds so hopefully that will help. My mommy instincts say no, we need something different but we'll have to see.  

Alissa... I'm so sorry things didn't work out as you needed them to today.  I will continue to keep you and Chris in my prayers.  Please let us know how you both are doing.  Take care and know you are ever held before His throne.

You know even if you are in the medical field, Dr's do not listen to MOMMY instincts. I hope to see you in am, My prayers and big hugs are around you. let us know if you need anything,. Sherry

Alissa,

I am soo very sorry you have to go thru this with Chris. It is just absolutel HELL when our children are hurting and we can't make it better. I'm glad you have Bryan to help you and please know that you all are in my prayers. Keep the faith.

Many hugs,

 

Good morning TMB, First let me send a hug out to you Ms Alissa and for Chris, we have family history of BP and know what that is like and pray God watches over you all and gives the help needed.  if you need to talk, just PM me anytime and I will send you my contact info as well.  HUGS I got those pics from austin posted so go check things out and let me know.  I have huge plans for the weekend as my DD turns 16 on Monday and we are doing a MASSIVE suprize party for her.  Have to make a poster of her life and Jim wants to do it via power point but the loading will take me forever and I have a million things to do already.  I am hoping to get out of her early today and leave at 12 on Monday.  I am not old enough to have my baby be 16. I need to add lyrics to the train this am as I found this christian rock band that makes me have goose bumps.  This song made me cry and I wanted to share it with you all.  The bands name is Third Day!!!! "Thief"

I am a thief, I am a murderer Walking up this lonely hill What have I done? I don't remember No one knows just how I feel and I know that my time is coming soon. It's been so long. Oh, such a long time Since I've lived with peace and rest Now I am here, my destination guess things work for the best and I know that my time is coming soon Who is this man? This man beside me They call the King of the Jews They don't believe that He's the Messiah But, somehow I know it's true. And they laugh at Him in mockery, and beat Him till he bleeds They nail Him to the rugged cross, and raise Him, they raise Him up next to me My time has come, I'm slowly fading I deserve what I receive Jesus when You are in Your kingdom Could You please remember me and He looks at me still holding on the tears fall from His eyes He says I tell the truth Today, you will live with Me in paradise and I know that my time is coming soon and I know paradise is coming soon. love to all, Tanya  aka Princess Nurse

Wow, TANYA, what powerful lyrics. Thanks for sharing. Happy Sweet 16 to your DD. Have a great celebration. I miss you, my friend! Have a wonderful weekend and keep taking good care of yourself!