Just *itchin

I just need to vent a little...

I have this rash (still) the itching is driving me CRAZY! My arms, my legs. I'm taking benadryl and applying cream... Not helping!!

My husband is asleep on the couch SNORING LOUDLY while I'm trying to watch tv. I turn it up, he snores louder!! He will not go to bed! I want to smother him with a pillow! But I won't I promise!

My cat, omg... I can't even go to the bathroom without having her under my feet! What is with her!

I've been on my cycle for a week despite being on birth control. It never lasts this long, and when the Docs said "break through bleeding" I didn't expect full on Flo!

I'm so anxious to get to the regular foods part of this whole thing! I knew this would be hard, and I am a fighter, but damn! I wanna eat!

Every couple of days I'll be up late and I jus****ch hours of food shows. Man vs Food is in a sense disgusting to me but sometimes I want it! I think I'm dealing with the loss of food by watching food. Is that strange?

Today I went to my cousin's daughters birthday party. All the food smelled so good! I could smell everything! Before surgery I feel like I couldn't smell anything! Sometimes this heightened sense isn't so great!

Btw: it's true what they say about vivid dreams after anastecea (sp?) I have had some very real dreams, and I can actually remember details! And yes several have been about food!

I've also caught myself floating over to the food channel and watching shows about food I would have never watched pre-op... It's so weird how that happens.
I also can't wait to start eating normal food again although I am not hungry at all lol

Yes it is very hard please make sure when you go to regular foods don't over do it. Lol on the snoring same thing with my hubby it's so annoying. He then turns around in bed and gets right in my face and ear snoring. Try to detox yourself from thinking of food so much that can be a recipe for failure on the journey. Your doing fine also try to go to bed early so your not up late wanting to snack. I made a mistake staying up late and ended up in kitchen licking Doritos and rinsing my tongue off. Lol

I know exactly what you are talking about with food. It seems like the smells are enhanced and everything smells so good. I want some food too. Today is my in-laws 47th anniversary and we will be having grilled steak, mashed potatoes, salad and of course a cake and I can't indulge in any of it.  Oh well soon, I will be able to eat something, I just hope soon will get here quick.

I am 5 days away and I had a dream this weekend about eating 2 quarter pounders and fries. The dream was so vivid I swear I could smell the fries. BTW if you don'****ch food porn (Man vs. Food) it may help. Your cat just loves you and probably doesn't snore. Ya I'm a cat lover.