Scared to Death!!!

 Tomorrow is my plastic surgery which I have been looking forward to for a long time and now I am scared to death.  Not sure why exactly, I was so calm before my gastric bypass and this surgery is making me very worried.  I told Doug this and he said to cancel if I am scared, I don't want to cancel I guess I don't know what to do. I hope you guys understand, but I am frightened. Love you Hugs Heidi

Hi Heidi,,, Just want you to know that I am sending you big hugs and prayers that you are ok with this surgery and that you have a peaceful mind and not worry.  Hugs Hugs and More Hugs!!!

Thanks so much, I was okay when I was busy, working all day Sunday and Monday and most of today and then carving my pumpkin and giving out candy.  But now that I am just sitting down, I am scared. I guess I got so lucky wth my gastric bypass I am now pushing my luck for vanity sake.   Hugs Heidi

Thanks Shannon, Was it worth it?  I hope it is. Hugs Heidi

Hi Sweety, Don't be scared ,This is something you have wanted and i know you will do fine. Just know we are all here for you and i will be saying lots of prayers for you. You can do this..you are a strong and beautiful woman and you look fine to me but it is what you want. So go get um tomorrow...Try to get some good rest tonight..I love you Mom

Thanks Mom, I guess I am scared I am not more at peace like I was with my gastric bypass.  But I guess I was scared then too, but really at peace on the way to the hospital.  I just want it over with now. Love you  Hugs Heidi

Awww Girlfriend, I wish I was closer, I'd be there for you. But I will be thinking of you and you will be JUUUUST fine! I'll be sayin prayers for ya....On another note...Remember the red white and blue gown??? I Called today and they still had it...They are shipping it to me tomorrow! LMAO Love you girl! You'll be just fine mom

Hey Beautiful, I am so glad you are getting the gown, you will really look like Miss America now.  I can't believe how beautiful you are in person, your pictures really don't do you justice at all.  I am so thrilled we got to meet, it was a pleasure I will never forget. I hope everything goes well with this surgery, I had a meeting today at work and they really want me back next week.  Ugghhh Love you Hugs Heidi

Awwww you're too sweet! Guess thats why I love you so much! LOL I'm tickled we finally got to meet, we'll have to do it again, only longer. I know you TT will go just fine girlie. Just follow your surgeons instructions. Love you! Cathi

Heidi , I wonder if you're more scared now because when you had your WLS , you were doing it for your health . This time it's more optional . In a way it isn't because of all that goes with the extra skin . But you know what I mean ? I'll say a prayer for you sweetie . You'll be fine . And in a couple of months you'll be so happy with the new you . Kathy