What a difference 160 lbs make...
I had my RNY 4/9/09.
When I first met with my surgeon and he asked me my reasons for wanting to have a bypass. One of the many reasons i gave him was my job. I work for NYPD and besides the mental and emotional stresses of the job, I felt I could no longer perform the very physical part of my job. I felt I was in danger of losing my job. Of course no one told me this but I knew it was coming. I couldnt walk 4 steps without having to pull out my asthma pump and take a "hit". I was 353 lbs and gaining fast. I wore a size 54 uniform pant and had to wear mens because they didnt make female pants to fit me...
Im sure everyone knows where Im going with this but I feel theres somebody who just needs to hear it....
I remember the first time that i had to run from the basement to the fifth flloor and how amazed i was when I realized I didnt stop once and i was on the fifth floor!!!!
Now last week I had to attend training session where I had to run up to the 5th floor, drag a 200 lb body across the room ( I only weigh 190, God...I take such pride in saying that ) and deliver first aid to the wounded...Im amazed that I had no problem whatsoever turning a 200 lb body over and dragging it to the other side of the room!
When I first met with my surgeon and he asked me my reasons for wanting to have a bypass. One of the many reasons i gave him was my job. I work for NYPD and besides the mental and emotional stresses of the job, I felt I could no longer perform the very physical part of my job. I felt I was in danger of losing my job. Of course no one told me this but I knew it was coming. I couldnt walk 4 steps without having to pull out my asthma pump and take a "hit". I was 353 lbs and gaining fast. I wore a size 54 uniform pant and had to wear mens because they didnt make female pants to fit me...
Im sure everyone knows where Im going with this but I feel theres somebody who just needs to hear it....
I remember the first time that i had to run from the basement to the fifth flloor and how amazed i was when I realized I didnt stop once and i was on the fifth floor!!!!
Now last week I had to attend training session where I had to run up to the 5th floor, drag a 200 lb body across the room ( I only weigh 190, God...I take such pride in saying that ) and deliver first aid to the wounded...Im amazed that I had no problem whatsoever turning a 200 lb body over and dragging it to the other side of the room!
Surgery really did improve my life. Physically I feel a thousand times better. There is so much more I can do now that I never wouldve had the nerve to attempt. My confidence level has gone through the roof.
People sometimes tell me I think too much of myself these days but the truth of the matter is that I didnt think enough of myself before.
My surgery was textbook. I had no complications for the first 3 years. Im having issues with my gallbladder now but I expect to have that resolved with surgery within the next two weeks so yes, im a firm believer that WLS saves lives...it saved mine.
People sometimes tell me I think too much of myself these days but the truth of the matter is that I didnt think enough of myself before.
My surgery was textbook. I had no complications for the first 3 years. Im having issues with my gallbladder now but I expect to have that resolved with surgery within the next two weeks so yes, im a firm believer that WLS saves lives...it saved mine.
There will always be those who are going to have negative things to say, especially those who are afraid youre gping to "show them up" when you lose the weight. I think we all went through that with someone but at the end of the day you have to do what you feel is going to be best for you. I wish I hadmt waited so long and had my bypass in my 20s. Wishing you lots of luck and a speedy recovery.