Babbling

Hi there, I had a really good therapy session last night. We talked about my dismally low self-esteem, and how even if I do have the surgery, my self-esteem will be low. Doc says I can change the environment but it won't change what's in my head. :-l I have a lot of tools in my arsenal to combat my low self-esteem. But, I am so accustomed to believing my crazy head that I would rather wallow in the low self-esteem because I am comfortable in the familiar. Feeling good about myself feels foreign. I hope this makes sense. Hugs, Trish