Strange moods

Hi all, I have just finished my 7th step and feeling kind of "different" Not happy not sad. It is not a place I frequent. A bit unsettling but then not. I do not have the language to describe it.So I am just walking thru it. They tell me it is easy to be too hard on yourself at this juncture. Am I doing that? I don't know? I guess more will be revieled.LOL I celebrate my two yr with the group on Saturday so I guess that might be a factor.Not looking for answers her just sharing my feelings. I appreciate you listening. Life really is good. I am off to the college with my DD. She has 100% tuition paid for thru scholarship. I am so proud of her! Then we are shopping as it is tax free week.The I will finally get these claws I call gel nails repaired. Sounds like a great afternoon! Maybe it will get me out of this mood. Hugs, Laurie

Something must be in the air. I tell you - if not for the Lexapro, I'd have become a SPRUNG spring. As it is, I just feel myself getting more and more tightly wound, but I don't feel as though anything wild is going to happen. I *WILL* say that I need a break. My new project is kicking my butt. Also, I miss Mr Sweetie Pants something fierce - it's been over a week since we've seen eachother and will probably be two more at least before we do again (other than a quick movie date or dinner or something) because I have two of my kids' birthdays coming up. THEN he goes to Hawaii to visit his family for 10 days... so that's just going to have to be a back burner thing. I'd REALLY like to get away to the beach BY MYSELF for a few days, but I don't see that happening either I'd like to go get my nails done, but they are just FINALLY growing out from the last set I ripped off.. I'm almost back to healthy nail beds. I can't bring myself to do it. Yep - weird mood. I just keep saying, "yeah it's weird, but you're sober!" to myself and it helps...some! big hugs m

You have a two year anniversary this week? That could explain a lot of your unsettledness. I have heard so many times how people feel differently around an annversary. Ride it out. Make your meetings and get your chip. Enjoy it. Hugs, Trish