I'm a magnet
And not a good one! I swear the closer I get to surgery the farther away it gets! I spent part of yesterday working on getting my last test scheduled (in another hospital, in another town, where the wait times are faster) so that it would be done in time for my appointment with the surgeon. Yay right!?! Not so, I got home from work to find a message that they have postponed my surgeon's appointment for another 3 weeks. I'm getting so frustrated!!!!!!!!!!
I know how you feel. I see posts from people moving ahead and it seems I'm taking 2 steps forward and 1 step back. I know my time will come but it's still so frustrating!!!! I had to take a deep breath yesterday and remind myself that my LAST surgeon appt is only 1 week away.
So...I'll give you the advice I gave myself yesterday....DEEP BREATH IN....DEEP BREATH OUT.
So...I'll give you the advice I gave myself yesterday....DEEP BREATH IN....DEEP BREATH OUT.
Oh man! I truly feel bad for you ... my surgery is far behind me, but I recall how frustrated and anxious I was during the process (and by today's standards, my wait time was miniscule). I'm not going to tell you that everything happens for a reason etc, etc. because I know how it feels to be where you are.
Instead....
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Big Hugs
mo
Instead....
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Big Hugs
mo