Need to vent, need advice please
I had RNY two weeks ago, and personally thought I was doing ok. I drink my water, shakes and take my BA multivitamins. I have been drinking chicken broth and having pureed soup and have been doing good with this.
Well now that I'm about to go to the pureed phase, and talk about what I can eat, my husband keeps saying I'm just wasting my surgery. I feel like I'm not suppose to eat anything. Then when I don't feel up to walking, he gets mad at me. I'm trying very hard to succeed at my new healthier life, but I feel like I damned if I do and damned if I do. What am I suppose to do?
I am suppose to get in 150 minutes of walking a week, so I switch up walking outside and walking on the treadmill. I just feel its not good enough. I think I want to my husband with me to first post-op visit with my surgeon. I think it would help if he got to ask questions about what I can eat and how much exercising I need.
BTW, I lost 148 pounds without doing one BIT of exercise (not recommending that, of course) - you're gonna do fine.
Debbie
Keeping track of my progress without a scale...Starting size: 28-Current size: 6-Goal size: 14
SAND...it's not a club...it's a frame of mind...
In the end, if he doesn't "get it", you may just have to say to him that your food issues are YOURS to deal with and that he needs to butt out! He is trying to be supportive but for most men that means FIXING THINGS....he doesn't know how to do it any other way. Maybe offer him some suggestions of things he CAN do to be supportive.
Good luck.
Marilyn (now in NM)
RNY 10/2/01
262(HW)/150-155(GW)/159(CW)
(updated March 2012)
My husband has said things like,"Babe, you need more protein, you have not had any today", or "Should we go to the gym? You have not worked out in awhile". I don't mind it because he keeps me on my toes (we just moved and I needed to be reminded during the four day drive, honestly). He did come to most of the visits with me, which was nice. I would have him go with you.
In reality though, taking him to your appointment probably is a good idea. Has he been to any of them with you as a pre-op? Did you doctor give you any printed information to read? If so, maybe show that to your husband. You could also look for a website where he could read some information on it. Just suggestions.
I hear your frustration though. Hang in there.
This soon after surgery your emotions are going to be torn up anyway. The last thing you need is this sort of negativity. If it doesn't improve, I'd see if he'd do some therapy with you.
Take care, good luck and chin up!!! It gets better, I promise.
Other than that, I would tell him you are following your doc's advice and that you prefer to follow your doc's advice, not his.
Please note: I AM NOT A DOCTOR. If you want medical advice, talk to your doctor. Whatever I post, there is probably some surgeon or other health care provider somewhere that disagrees with me. If you want to know what your surgeon thinks, then ask him or her. Check out my blog.
Hopefully he will go to next DR appt to learn more about whats up, but lets be realistic, he is not likely to learn anything...he prefers to remain in power over you by making you feel inadequate. Your going to have to tune him out and do what you know you need to do.