I DEFINITELY can relate..i posted something similar about a week ago on this topic. sounds like you're doing well though keep up the good work
Height: 5'9 Hw: 285 Sw: 272 Cw: 167 Surg. goal: 165
1m: -20 2m: :-18 3m:-10
4m:-12 5m:8 6m:-4 7m:-3 8m-10:-28