It's just one of those nights....

Hugs.  I've had days where I just want to stomp my foot and then pout in a corner.  My cat even wants to put me into time out sometimes!  

I was in a job like that once - not education, but I had become very attached to my coworkers and those I supervised.  As part of my "growth", I was submitted for a special assignment in another one of our companies.  I actually threw up the morning I started I was so upset.

Fast forward 20 years, and it was the best possible thing that could have happened to me.  My job opportunities are broader, I'm learning something new every day, and I'd never go back.  Some days I even wonder if I should get laid off, since that would force me into making yet another change that would be painful but lead to even more greatness.

Hang in there; go ahead and stomp your feet - it's good exercise (but your downstairs neighbors might object).  One day you'll look back and say "this was the day my life changed course; and look at where I am now!"

I'm sending hugs and prayers.  I'm sorry you have to change jobs to get this done, but you will persevere.  Perhaps it will open new and better opportunities. 

best wishes,

Carol

ugg I know how frustrating it is period when nothing is in its place! I hope you are having some luck with plans for the new gig anyway! good vibes your way! :-)