HEY COZZY!!!!I KNOW THIS HAS BEEN ONE ROLLERCOASTER RIDE FOR YOU,BUT YOU WILL BE ON THE LOSING SIDE SOON ENOUGH,AND SOON YOU WILL SEE THE RIDE WAS ALL WORTH IT,SWEETIE IM PRAYING WITH YOU AND FOR YOU THAT YOU WILL HAVE A UNEVENTFUL SURGERY AND A SPEEDY RECOVERY,GOD BLESS!!!