Memoir-ist0324
I find this a wonderful day to tell my story! Today is my 22nd Birthday:)
IT (by that I mean the fat) began when I was in 3rd-4th grade. I am and have always been taller than most, but it wasnt until 3rd-4th grade that I began to feel larger than the others. Fast forward a few years to 6th grade, I remember going from a size 5 to a 9 then to 14/16 then 16/18, then 20. By then I was entering college at 250pounds. Again, I was 5"10 and have always carried my weight very well. Even at 250#, people guessed I weighed around 175. Story of my life, is that I am older and smaller than I appear and sound. I have been regularly told "you dont come across like your big." or " You dont carry yourself like someone who is heavy. " All that being said ever so sweetly, it paled in comparison to the disappoint when i could buy the clothes that I liked. This brings me to my next point; I LOVE FASHION! and a lil bit more than that I LOVE WEDDINGS! I could talk about the two of them for days and never tire. Anywho, both of those are far more enjoyable thinner! I have been as small as 206 to my remembrance, and let me tell you, it is far more fun to be a small big girl then a big big girl lol. So from here, I pick up my luggage again....trust, this is not the first weight loss venture I have tried, nevertheless...
... I am worth another try...you should come:)
