Well, its about 1:15 am and I am still awake. I guess I am unwilling to give up these last 3 pre op hours to sleep. Besides, I will have a lovely sleep, thank you Anesthesiology, in a few hours. I guess I am finally feeling some excitement. I feel so positive right now and so peaceful. I just feel so right with things. So when I leave for the hospital in a couple of hours (my surgery is at 7:30, so I have to be there by 6 am) I will do so with such peace in my heart that I am just where God wants me to be. Since November I have been coming here for information and support and have unconditionally recieved both. The love here is so amazing. Everyone is so willing to help each other out. I pray to God that He allows me to survive this procedure, avoid complications and return home and return safely to my health. I pray to God that He allows me to stand as an example and as a mentor to those who may need my help on their journey. I pray to God for everyone going through this journey too. God is so good and had been so good to me. Thank you all for being there when I needed you. I will catch you all up when I get home. Meanwhile, Shelly my second Angel, will be updating you all on how I am doing.
God Bless
Suzza