Hi Karen, I am so sorry about your home situation, and I can see how you would be depressed. Maybe you can get back on the meds temporarily until some of your stressors are resolved. I will be praying that things work out for you and Joe. I want to thank you for the "pat on the back". I started posting to surgery pages as a way to "Pay It Forward" and you and Nadine and Cathy Whitmer and Karen Mangham and Justin Glynn, and some others, who post religiously, were my inspirations. I also started volunteering with Member Services. I am not asking for recognition, I do all this because I don't work and it keeps me off the streets!! lol The emails and the thanks I get from all the folks I talk to are all the thanks I need but it feels so good to be recognized by your peers! Thanks again Sweetie, I will be praying for both you and Joe. BIGGHUGGZZZZ