abalas06
My brother is having gastric bypass
May 22, 2011
one year!!!!!!
Nov 11, 2010
thanks for all the help and support.
Ten months out
Sep 14, 2010
xoxo
Angie
update
Jul 13, 2010
Dummped
Apr 07, 2010
update
Apr 01, 2010
It’s been a bit since I last updated on here so I thought on this nice day I would write a bit. I am now at 172lbs. I started at 260lbs so I am closing in on that hundred pound mark. My weight loss has slowed a lot. So I am trying to get to the gym more and eating more protein again. I am noticing that I am eating a bit more at meals which is bothering me so I am trying to limit what I eat when I eat. Bread and I still don’t get alone. I get sick with any kind or pasta or bread or even breading like on chicken. Other than that not too much is new. Oh I finished school!!! YAYA!!!
Thats all for now. Have a Wonderful day and a happy Easter!
nyqill
Feb 23, 2010
Angie
Stranger looking back
Feb 20, 2010
Current mood: enlightened You know when I get up and shower in the morning and I am standing there in the bathroom in front of the mirror and I dont even recognize myself anymore. I know I am loosing wieght and I love it. I know it for the best and I am thankful that everything worked out and that I am working for a better me but its so strange to look in a mirror and not know yourself. I mean I know its me but sometime it catches me off guard. The other day I crayed because I could not belive how lucky i was to get a second chance at being me again. For almost 7 years I have strugled with who I am and what I am doing in life. I went through some tough time in relationships as well as family issues. When I was younger I was driven I had goals... I wanted to be a model. I wanted to be the poster that every boy hung up in his bedroom and some where along the way I lost that spark I lost myself. Now I know my mom would say "oh you started dating so and so" and some ppl would say I was trying to fit in, but I think looking back not what it come down to was me. For some reason I thought I needed to do this or do that to make other ppl happy. I was always worried about everyone else being happy and being taken care of I forgot about me. I forgot about Number one..... me... And no matter what I did for ppl I was always the second choice..... " oh there's a party here.... but it that does not work out we can call Angie.... I always was everyone's second choice even though I always put my friends before me. Once I started to look at what I needed a lot of my "friends" forgot I existed. Don't get me wrong I love taking care of everyone and that does not mean that I will not be here whenever anyone needs me. I need to think about what I need, and what makes me happy. That is the only way I will be successful in my future endeavors. For the first time in 7 years I am feeling good about who I am, what I am doing and where I am going in my life. I am thankful for that.
Pants
Feb 15, 2010
On tuesday I went to my 3 mounth check up with my DR. everything looks good. He said I am down to 192lbs. Feeling good. No hair loss. I do vomit a fair amout but still learning what I can eat.
Drinking
Jan 31, 2010