Geeze cant believe it been this long?

Oct 05, 2010

 i am feeling guilty i suppose...after seeking info out about my gallbladder/ulcer pain it drew me back to the site.I love it here, i relate so much..in these times of ever change and dynamics it is nice to talk with others who relate. im now 137 down 18 months later and am starting to have little bit of after shock...combined with the fast lose of weight it will definitely break down the body in some forms....Im scared sometimes of how fast it all went...i want to catch up...i discovering all these new things about me,...a new person in so many ways...it was very secure sometimes being bigger i think...no one messed with me i felt safe...lately i feel so small......it backwards but true.

I will get some photos on...respect myself alittle more....and figure this new being out. i love this site....better then therapy.

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