Jan 08,2009

Jan 08, 2009

It has been a while between my posts, but now that I am starting to feel  a fat again its time to get back on.  I went from 480 to 170 and now I am back at 200.  I have 2 kids now a son named Ayden that is 3 and a daughter named Lahna that is 12months old. 
I have been considering a revision or somthing.  I just cant get full anymore.  It doesnt matter how much I eat within a half hr I am starving again.  The weight is pouring on and I feel so gross and un-attractive it is horrible.  I have extremly bad stomach pains some nights, so bad that I get up and fall to the ground in agony.  The pain is comparable to childbirth when the baby is dropping down ready to come out.... I just dont know what to do with myself.  I am not doing well, I have no self controle and dont know what to do

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