2 months out and to God I owe the glory!!!!

Apr 17, 2009

Well it has been 2 months since I received my BAND. This has been a journey in itself already. I have had some good days and some even worst ones. I am learning that I have to stay focused and motivated at all times because just like before I was out of control with eating. I could easily do it again if I do not keep my eyes on the prize (A NEW ME)!!!

I do love all the support that I receive from here because when I get to a place when I feel that I can’t I will come here and read…Sometimes my family do not understand but I have to have something that ALL for me. I am a wife, mother, childcare provider, event coordinator at church and a full time student so when I am ME… I have been doing all for everyone and excluding me …not loving me enough to take care of myself but drowning me in their issues in the meanwhile my go afloat. To God I owe all the glory.   BUT this is a new day I GOT A FILL on yesterday and I feeling great!!! I had 2cc’s at surgery and he added 3 more so I have 5cc’s. He said I will not get another for another month or so….I know that a fill is not the cure but it is part of the solution to my problems. Some family said to me “Why did I get the Lapband you still gotta workout and eat right, so therefore you ca do it yourself”; I use to explain my reasons but Romans 13:8 tells me that owe no man nothing but to love them.

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