Six months...and lack of progress

Mar 29, 2009

I feel like a big failure!

I don't know if I have hit a plateau or if I am just "plain and outright" doing all of the wrong things.  I am embarassed to say I have only lost 60lbs.  That's right only 60!  I know it's me.  When I look at my pictures I fail to see success.  I believe my constant mental battle associated with my relationship with food is a factor.   I attribute my lack of loss to drinking, lack of excerise, intake of high calories and who knows what else!  I am disappointed and embarassed with myself.  I have done so many things wrong I just want to start using my tool right.  I won't dewell on all of the things I am doing wrong.  I do know that at this point I should be further along.  I amy going to try and step up my exercise and reevaluate my food intake.  Pray for me and wish me luck.  I have the tool-I want to use it efficiently!

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