Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love ya tomorrow!

May 18, 2009

Well here I am.  My mom's plane is here in 30 minutes.  My husband is picking up my daughter from preschool and then my mom.  I have my instructions.  I have decided to stop questioning and follow orders.  I am bringing "The Beck Diet Solution", my ipod, my knitting, and a journal.  Am I certain?  Certainly not.  Am I ready for a change.  Absolutely.  I have to force myself to be aware and concious that with each moment I am choosing a healthy, beautiful me over good tasting food.  When I line up the reasons for needing and wanting to lose weight compared to the reasons for wanting to eat what ever the hell I want the scales weight heavily in favor of the former.  Food tastes good, yes, but life tastes better.

                                                                        

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